i can’t even study guys i’m addicted to yaoi i only thing about my yuri and my yaoi whenever i try to study i find myself daydreaming thinking about manhwas, fuck my life
and if i don’t think about yaoi i think about food. i eat lunch then think about what im gonna eat as a snack, i go to sleep i think about what im gonna eat the next day and i start giggling in my bed thinking about food. i cannot, for the life of me, study
am i just bound to lay in bed and scroll thru gay videos or what
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wait y’all kinda made me want to lock tf in…
Lock in seabi
i missed my yaoi so i came back after studying for an hour
GET OUT OF HERE
GO STUDY MORE
I started laughing at this and remembered that I'm in the same boat..
THANK GOD
Babe I have an exam in 4 days and look where i am so ur not alone on this one yk
omg good luck, lock innnn you’re stressing me
Is this a coping mechanism, or do you just feel like other activities don't give you enough adrenaline?
I mean I get that school's stressful asf, but I feel like there's usually smth else in play when one dissociates mentally this much (yes, talking from experience)
sorry for the kinda long rant i’m gon write LOL
it’s not that it’s a coping mechanism it’s just that i cannot concentrate and remember ANYTHING. i’m in a derealization state so it makes everything harder for me, i study then i forget everything because i act like a robot and it feels like im not me, like i can’t really explain it but i *know* i studied yet in my memory it’s me watching someone studying bc in the end this event is blurry in my memory, get it??
so it’s frustrating everytime i wanna learn smth and study i dissociate and i forget so what’s the point in studying, right? i’m just mentally unwell and 24/7 anxious lmao fml
Don't be, you're literally explaining what I asked about :v
Yeah that def sounds like a vicious cycle, no wonder you find it hard to try. And it's not like simply forcing yourself to study helps, since it just worsens the core problem. I don't know about your exact circumstances or what strategies would work for you, but being in a different environment (like a library or coffe shop) while revising material usually helps, since not only do you absorb others' energy slightly, but you can also associate that place with studying or doing other things that require thinking and precision.
yeah i should go to a library to study but unfortunately i live so far away of everything it would take me an hour to commute there actually i should go see a therapist, im in such state because of anxiety. i think my brain was like hell na i’m out of here and decided to put me in such state cuz of how anxious i was but that’s just my own opinion tbh. so yeah, it’s kinda hard to study thanks for your advice ill try my best :p
Do what you think is best and always have back-up plans, or else you'll lose hope even more. Therapy should fr help you to loosen up, only with the right therapist tho. Another thing that could aid is homeopathic medicine (people love to bash it, but trust my word cuz I've been using it for a decade and it rarely backfired on me). There are sites that list which remedy helps to beat which symptoms, and anxiety/memory problems for example can be treated with Gelsemium 15CH. Anyways good luck and trust the process! (▰˘◡˘▰)
feels like a callout post cause twin same, currently procrastinating for an exam tomorrow
omg y’all r stressing me out so bad when my exams are in mid january please lock in and you’ll cook while writing this exam !! i believe in u
please do not the face reveal
are you fatshaming me
my stomach has started to grumble of hunger because i wrote the word food smh