I always have this feeling of detachment. Like there's a wall between myself and everyone. I have friends but not FRIENDS that I can talk to when I'm the one struggling.
Although I have accepted that my role will always be the 'therapist' and being fine with it, sometimes I still wonder if someone would come looking for me when I'm gone. (=・ω・=)
I stopped putting in efforts when I noticed the friendship wasn't mutual, when I wasn't being heard, and felt excluded while mind u giving my best at keeping the friendship going. So yeah I don't have friends and I really enjoy being alone now reply
