I'm tired
I don't know if this is the right place for me to talk about but I genuinely have no one or anywhere to talk about since I want a place where no one knows me or find me. I know this might sound immature and not that serious but I'm genuinely so tired. Earlier today, I had a fight with someone dear to me (take account that this isn't the first time) but the problem is I don't know what I did. I have a hunch on what it may be, but I personally don't think it's anything to get mad at. Like we were just playing roblox and stuff but me with my ass internet, I couldn't move, everything around me was frozen. I don't know what got him mad but now he won't talk to me or read my messages. Communication won't do anything because he always avoids my attempts at communication. This isn't the first time he's done something like this. Every time I get mad at him, the only thing I want from him is a simple sorry or just an I love you. I don't know why that's so hard for him. When ai get mad, somehow it will always be my fault. He's immature I get it, but why can't he try to understand me first? Why's it always me that has so crawl back to him like I did something wrong in the first place? Why does it feel like I'm the only one putting an effort into reconciliation? I'm so sorry if this isn't the right website to dump my feelings in but I really need somewhere or someone to talk to
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Just based on the info here, your partner is not a keeper. He sounds emotionally immature (eg having a hissy fit coz you didn’t move your character in Roblox is on the emotional level of an 8 year old). He seems to not put much effort in to making your relationship a genuine relationship where you work together to get past the stupid fights and arguments coz you ultimately find your partner worth your time and effort. He looks like the sort who would rather enjoy the power of making you do all the work of conciliation and worse, never accepts any accountability. If your paragraph here were the synopsis for a manga, nearly every reader would be yelling at you to leave that jerk, cussing at the author for another doormat MC, and waiting for them to regain their sense of self worth and kick that asshat to the curb.
Tbfr, you're completely right man ┗( T﹏T )┛I feel like kim dan hanging on to jaekyung. But just how it wasn't easy for him to leave the asshole jaekyung, I'm also too attached to my special someone which, indubitably, makes it harder for me to walk away. Your comment did make me laugh though so thanks for that
Experiment with trying to get to the root of the problem by asking them for a clear conversation and if things seem to go in a loop just keep asking them why (for example, if they said it's because of a certain thing that you said that may have not seemed offensive to you, then ask why that offended them, and if it they say it's because of a particular reason, ask them why that reason affects them, and keep asking for more whys). And if all that doesn't work out, try some distance.
Thank you for your answer, I appreciate it. As for the why's part I don't think he'll answer me since he tends to ignore my attempts at communication, he'd always act like my attempts didn't exist. Now on the distance part, I have tried it before. It would first start off with me ignoring him (even as a joke or for a petty reason) but he would always ignore me back, and that's where it would become my fault. I've also made a promise with him that if I got mad at him ever again, we would break off our friendship which I know isn't healthy. Furthermore, I get really anxiously attached to him so I don't think distance is something I'd like since if I were to, I'd just be finding myself turning to sh tho it's not cutting.