(vent) living alone is so miserable
today's my birthday. guess who greeted me first. my online ex from two years ago bro. im grateful for her but like. man. my mom haven't even said anything. not even my close friends. my siblings have at least wished me a happy birthday earlier but like- mom.. fuck im crying. maybe, just maybe, they'd message me later but like still... maybe they're busy or anything I don't even know anymoreeeeeee.
yesterday, i swore to myself that this is gon be a good day but hell, i ordered smth from my local fast food chain and got the wrong meal. had a major test today that idek what to answer. my stomach is killing me rn. I don't even want to think anything. fuck ts maybe im just like this cuz im an emotional mess
i feel so lonely rn.
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Girll I totally understand how u feel. My mom’s kinda same she usually forgets unless I remind her. I’ve come to realize it’s not because she doesn’t care, but because she’s always busy and has so much on her plate. I don’t hold it against her anymore.One time, I actually reminded her about my birthday, and she ended up cooking a whole feast for me. We celebrated together w my family, and it turned out to be really special. Maybe if u remind ur mom, she’ll apologize and celebrate with u too?
And if I can give u a little advice, try not to feel too down about ur friends not wishing u. It’s hard ik but sometimes ppl just don’t pay attention the way we hope they would. That doesn’t mean ur not valued.Don’t let it get u too sad girl! smile, celebrate urself, and treat urself to something nice. U deserve that.At least your ex remembered, that means someone still cared enough to reach out.Happy birthday! Hugs :33
Oh! U said ur living alone missed that part (￣∇￣") still don't let it get to you sm pooks
thank youuu! this made my day ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
I don't know what to say. there was one time i was expecting my mom to wish first but no one in my home wished until afternoon and my mom wished me last. i was really disappointed. I don't even live alone, i live with my family. they were close but didn't even remember my birthday. now I don't really care birthdays much, i m getting older and it feels too soon.
anyway, Happy Birthday.