a sign that I should move (pls give me a a sign that money will also come)

I live near my campus and it suck so bad. tell me why there's curfew for grown ass adult. AT 10 PM. WHY IS IT SO EARLY

and this place have two gates for no reason, I lived here for 2 years there's no theft cuz nobody is crazy enough to go here and steal some bikes in this place. I could live with the curfew being so early but the double gate??
last night I spend a lot of money on delivery only to found the inside gate is also locked. so I couldn't even take the food from the driver over the outer gate. I have to pay for the food (cuz obviously it arrived on time) AND stay starved that night fuck this place.
the final straw is them locking the shared kitchen after curfew so I just... I can't even cook instant noodle.

tell me why I'm living like I'm in some kind of game where I can't go out at night so I have to fuckin scavenge for food in the day time to survive the night. I'm also a night owl even if I sleep early I'd wake up at 3 am hungry asf and there's nothing I can eat. have I mentioned this place have no fridge? that mean I can't just buy perishable food no my place is curse. food goes bad if I didn't eat them within the next 6 hour. I have to buy fuckin bunker food to survive or just put some instant noodle (you have to boil) in hot water and risk whatever health hazards that would create.

my final straw is someone took my metal oil container AND MY FUCKIN DISH SOAP. from the shared kitchen.
why???
I've been leaving my dish soap in the shared kitchen since I moved in and regularly refill it.
there's still half a liter left in that bottle and I already left it in the shared kitchen so ppl can use it and some selfish piece of shit stole it??
fuck you?!
NOW EVERYONE WILL HAVE TO BUY DISH SOAP INSTEAD OF USING THE ONE I LEFT

fuck my life and FUCK this place
I'm going to radiate so much negative energy and spawn some paranormal entity that feed of my frustrations and let them hunt this fuckin place.