Anyone else lowkey terrified after sex due to pregnancy

I keep getting myself into weird situations, I consider myself a lesbian but I’ve been with guys before In exchange for something or a 3some ig im a unicorn is that the term?

Anyways Even though protection is always used I lowkey spiral and somehow convince myself I’m gonna get pregnant regardless , i can’t handle a baby let alone a baby with some dude I met one time who has a longterm partner…awkward