I wish i healed my wounds faster

It's a metaphor, just wishing I wasn't so depressive back then. Honestly, I don't think back then I ACTUALLY tried getting better. I was so focused on negative stuff mainly, as if that matters so much. It's funny cause when you get over them, you realise how stupidly you made a big deal out of everything and that by time passes on, it doesn't matter. I didn't care when I used to get hurt, I found it funny and "quirky" now im just like what the fuk??

“I stood by and allowed you to sacrifice yourself for me, even though part of me should’ve known better.” You never realize how much someone is sacrificing to try and save you from yourself until it’s far too late. Not until you heal do you do see how many people you were bringing down with you. You have to learn to save yourself, from yourself.