How do you guys just deal with life?
I mean just all the responsibilities and just dealing with expectations or judgment from others.
I just feel like part of me doesn’t care bout my future. I just wanna be a shut-in that’s on my phone all the time. It’s just tbh aside from hentai there’s nothing I look forward to and even if I did quit it, I’d have no other effective way to mange my emotions. I just feel sad, angry, powerless, and worthless often. I don’t like when others judge me but at the same time I don’t think I could ever become someone they won’t judge.
I just can’t build interest and have hobbies. I’m either emotionally overwhelmed or just find the activity pointless like I’d rather be on my phone scrolling or on here. I also just have no ambition. I just wanna be closed off from the world and rest mostly. I don’t want friends either. It just feels like a chore to talk to people. I have to think of what to say, what to ask, how to respond, etc. But then I’m labeled as weird bc I’m quiet. But even if I did try, people anyways don’t like me. I’m not fun to be around and I have no intention of changing that bc I just can’t. I get drained easily and if I pretend to be someone I’m not, I’ll get exhausted in a short while.
Thats why i got attachment to idols lmao keeping up with them sort of motivate me in life like i cant be killing myself yet when i know xdinary heroes got another bangers cooking up back there
Stan xdinary heroes yall listen to lost and found, join my cry party while reminiscing about my past self who is full of passion and excitement in life tha......
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