Kinda lost

It’s been a long time and I just wanted to type in the void but I was kind of in a situation with a friend about something that made me uncomfortable. When stuff gets serious I’m actually scared to message them but they told me what made them uncomfortable, and I know I was in the wrong but what I did was unintentional. Sometimes it feels like they pressure me to think a certain way, and I know it’s with good intentions, and they tease me but sometimes it’s in ways that I feel too embarrassed and scared to address it in a certain way, for fear I’d be offending them by saying it. I know it’s a double standard but I shut off the social media I speak to them on and went offline in case and I won’t be on it for a few days until I feel okay. I’m a bit nervous and scared to offend them and need the space to disappear for a bit (unironically thought to post it here since no one knows me from there to here). Thanks if you do read this