Having sex makes me feel like a whore
This might be a delete later but this takes me back lol gotta let this off my chest lately I’ve been thinking how much my life has spiraled alittle even though I’ve gotten better i feel like a whore, even if I have good lesbian sex when it’s mutual I still feel like a damn whore
I will sleep with guys in exchange for something sometimes it’s favors for favours it depends I’ve been in bad spots before other times it’s just weird situations, I think half of my account is fucking self loathing at this point
I’ve been corroshed,I’ve done it willingly, I’ve been high and I’ve been sober
I’ve had 2 pregnancy scares in the last 3 months I can’t do this anymore I can’t have a baby from a one night stand I’ve been single for like a year and a half now I don’t have a real support system if I did get pregnant
I wanted to confide to my friend but I think she’ll see me as an actually disgusting and bad person is she even a good friend or am I actually that idek …, she has another friend she sleeps around for fun she always talks bad about her, idk if it’s because this girl slandered me before or just because she’s a slut, I’m worried it’s both :’)
I feel gross everytime, I cry sometimes 3somes too even if I do enjoy them I think it’s post nut clarity lol , it’s mostly the pregnancy scares though, I don’t really beleive in the your body is a temple you need to keep it pure bullshit but I think I’m disturbing
I feel like I hate myself, like this is some kind of punishment for myself I feel like a literal whore I don’t even enjoy it im not even attracted to men I’m disappointed in myself that I allow this because I say yes at the end of the day even though I regret it all I have to blame it me
Wow… that was deep
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Hello! I've been in similar spot as you, I totally understand but let me tell you one thing
You're not a whore.
You seem like someone who’s been trying to cope with loneliness, lack of support, past trauma, self-worth issues, and a need for connection or stability. Those are humans things to want. You’ve been in situations where sex became a form of transaction, or a distraction, or a way to feel something. That doesn’t make you dirty. Not at all.
And you know the fact that you feel regret, cry, and have pregnancy scares isn’t a sign you’re "that"… it’s a sign that your body and mind are telling you, “This isn’t what we want anymore.” That’s actually healthy. That’s self-awareness.
Getting out of this whole thing is hard, I understand but you can start with "If I’m not attracted, safe, or sober enough to want it, I don’t do it." It's a boundary you have to set for yourself as for safety. You’re not stuck. You’re waking up. The whole self-loathing isn’t who you are. it’s a sign that you’re growing past these situations.
About friends... well its hard but I recommend 7cups! its free and though mostly people won't give advices they usually listen, if you prefer that. Use the site! It's actually amazing :)
https://www.7cups.com/
Damn that was poetic it hit kind of deep
thanks man
You are not disturbing nor are you a whore.
This is just your trauma getting projected into the physical world, this is how you cope with it and the fact that you have this feeling of hate of who are as a person.
I think you need to talk to someone who can help you and your friend, if she realy is your friend she will understand you and be there for you.
Dont let this ruin you, get the help you need.
I was gonna say the same thing. I think there is something deeper going on and they probably need help navigating that aspect of themselves. But in no way are they a whore. I just hope they get some type of therapy and having a better understanding as to why they are the way they are (negative past experience, exposure to sexual things at a young age, etc.)
Thank you
gonna get help someday i was gonna get a therapist when i have the money for it as I’ve been diagnosed in the past for unrelated stuff but I’m unmedicated and untreated currently I think it’s fucking with my brain chemistry alittle im going coo coo for cocopuffs
Damn that makes me think my friend might not understand and just talk behind my back :/
Just stop sleeping around then tf? Is it that hard to do? And if you keep sleeping around then there's also a chance of having AIDS. One night stand are for whores both men and women. Are you really that horny that you change your partner everyday? If my friend ever told me about it I'd tell her to fuck offf too because you can just stop sleeping around with different guys everyday. You feel like a whore because you've become one.Stop sleeping with men. Do it with women instead you know the consequences but still whoring around??
Your boyfriend Jaekyung is a rapist manwhore
He's fictional bitch are you dumb
https://www.mangago.zone/home/photo/31504660/
Fuck offf bitch don't piss me off with that disgusting pic disrespecting the artist annoying bitch go die
Mangago should remove these type of disrespectful image towards the artist i am gonna report you bitch
Retard i have my friends reporting you you're also from incel community
WTF is happening you need to calm down fr, you have no ground to get this removed
you’re the only one getting pressed you’re immature af I can’t tell if you’re a troll or not but you need to touch grass
look sure call me a whore but all it takes is getting into a bad situation I don’t have sex everyday or enjoy it did you read my post ?
This is embarrassing you’re a 16 year old telling people to die on the internet because of a reaction image
Bitch it's disrespectful to the artist tf? Do you not have common sense? The artist wouldn't like someone making fun of their art like this omg you retards are so dumb you literally said that you have sex frequently and i said that stop doing it if you don't like people giving you advice then don't post it in the forums in the first place
This is in no way to sound rude or anything, but why not go a bit without sex? An abstinent life style even for a few months can really heal your thoughts towards sex and yourself and I think if you're this torn up about how it makes you feel it's worth a shot to challenge how you rely on it to give yourself a better self worth <3
I hope I was definitely thinking about it or getting a therapist when I can afford it I was relying on it to get the things I need especially since I got laid off a couple of months ago and unemployment pays terribly , maybe I should put all my effort into a side hussel