Thanks for bringing my trauma back vivienne westwood

Why did they have to bring back nana. This 25th anniversary thing and collaboration, I’m not happy with it. I don’t want myself to see any of it but my fyp is filled with those two girls. I’m crying while voice typing this. I hate nana so much that manga killed a part of me. I don’t want to see them. I don’t want to see their edits. Or hear their voices or any of the music. I don’t want to be reminded of hey nana. Or what comes after that. I don’t want to remember the first time I saw it. The fandom is better off dead. I don’t want to revisit all the pain all those episodes gave me. It pains me sp much. I only scrolled for 30 minutes but switching off my phone didn’t help I’m still crying and I’m so hurt. Sorry for ranting but I can’t even cry myself to sleep rn cz I had a full of sleep today.