ive always been on the ouuutside w friendships like i never feel im close to people like i want to be (i could call sm1 my bsf but id be scared to think they dont feel the same way) but like recent its been doing better but honestly i KNOOOW im gonna be on my period when youve got the demons going.. "they fuucking hate you bru omg u should never have introduced ur current bsf to your childhood bsf who pyo sometimes and so u tried to distance urself from her now its back and ydkwtd" like omg