Y’all got days like this ?
Currently sitting in the bath sobbing while on mangago reading and writing this post while sad songs are playing in the background im so f ing dramatic
I convinced myself I’m pregnant even tho I don’t think I am and don’t really have any symptoms and now I can’t unconvince myself
I don’t really wanna get out of the bath to buy pregnancy tests I’m also scared of the results man wtf
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I don't know if this is sort of self-projecting, but I'm a teen parent. No matter the results, don't be ashamed of yourself or blame yourself for what happened. There are things we do sometimes for the sake of comfort, like i still sort of remember what you said here before. And things will be okay. We might never be able to go back to undo things, but we can choose how to move forward and choose how it can affect us. Don't be afraid to lean onto some friends, If they're really true friends. They won't judge you. Don't keep all of this to yourself, talk to actually anyone or release this stuff on forums. Do whatever can make you feel better as long as you don't possibly harm yourself. You went through a lot, take some break. Take a breather. Inhale and exhale do it for 5 minutes. Like just listen to some songs like what you're doing
I’m lowkey stressing myself out more than I need to, I’m more calm then I was earlier the bath made me feel better after crying lol that uneasy feeling is still there tho And I need to stop thinking about it before I might trick myself into thinking I have symptoms
I don’t have the mental capacity to go through pregnancy and raise a child let alone by myself, my fear is almost debilitating the anxiety is so bad all I can do is wait rn but it’s scary to me
I did end up talking to 2 of my friends last week and they ended up being there for me, I was so scared they wouldn’t be it made me feel better
I hope ur right and they’ll be okay in the end
You're not being dramatic. it's normal to feel this way. You're scared of the outcomes, pregnancy is SCARY and a lot for a woman to go through but trust me, you have to face your fears. You'll feel way better if you actually get the results from the test. If so far, you don't have any symptoms then there's a likelyhood it's gonna come out negative. Let out everything for now. Feel all the emotions.
Some days just suck. Stay in there as long as you need. There's nothing that can't wait.
bathrooms are such an odd place, you always end up crying either on the floor or in the tub. keep listening to some music and be dramatic as much as u want be the mc girl. take time for yourself, you’ll buy the pregnancy test later
Thanks for the words
It helped a lot the tests ended up being negative thankgod
There's no rush. I'd stay in the tub right now if that's what you need. Read a manga, cry it out and listen to some sad songs. It seems like maybe you just need to cry today because of whatevers going on in your life. Even if you get the test and it's negative this might just be a much needed release of some built up stress. You're going to be okay.
I did end up staying for awhile I feel better now after crying lol, I think I’ll get the tests later
Thanks for the reassurance
<3 I'm glad you're feeling better