Hypersexuality...

Yo, so like I cant say ts is not often talked about since I saw a lot of topics regarding this, but a lot of them r also js on who relates blah blah n most r romanticising ts for all the wrong reasons.

My point is hypersexuality is known yet all the topics r shit n they never really talk about the struggles of having hypersexuality from an early age?

Like I damn fucking struggled I can't even joke about ts. My friends know that I edge n goon much more often than guys, and even have had half of my family know that I'd been exposed with adult content since young. Though a lot of my friends already know this but I feel like they still think I'm joking about it. I can't control my urges even if u dare me to say the truth, it is the truth. Like I can't go on a week without gooning be it the time or place I do it whenever even if people r around. I know its fucking sick, but I cant help it n they r even times I was almost caught n times when I had been caught.

There r many reasons n circumstances y a lot of children this generation gen suffer from hypersexuality not just from early adult content exposure BUT also one of the reasons. But mine was gen messed up, mine was also early access adult content due to the fact that I had seen a saved porn on my uncle's phone, cosca ts is messed up when we had to do that messed up shit with my sister n cousin. One of many secrets I had never told a soul in real life it fucking triggers my conscience to do that with my blood relation, n getting touched... one of many reasons but I hate the fact that's its one of the reasons y kids could hypersexual because of that, I gen don't want my trauma from that could also be one of the triggers for my hypersexuality cus genuinely those times were horrors to me. Getting molested by old men whom you just know within ur family n one who's ur fucking grandpa. Its disgusting, I'm hopeless... I find it fucking disgusting having this be one of the reason for my hypersexuality n I can't even do anything about it.

(Not trying to vent or anything but I js wanted this topic out there because it is genuinely a struggle. I hope people who suffer hypersexuality finds time to heal n to die out all the triggers.)