lonely - 2ne1

i have never felt, and in fact have been, so alone in my entire life.

when i was dating someone until a few months ago, it wasn't so bad, but since she left, it seems like all my ability and even my desire to socialize and meet people went with her.

i feel very strange; at the same time that i want to have friends, i'm also afraid of having to go through that whole healing process after losing them.

i know this might just be pessimism, but idk, sometimes it's better to be alone, even if it hurts.