Regret
(This is my first time using this feature so I might doing it wrong so please go easy on me)
I have known my sexuality as a lesbian longer than I could remember, but I find myself wishing I wasn’t one lately. I’m so mentally unstable that I’m desperate for attention and love and a way out of the misery I have been putting myself through. I don’t feel seen and heard in my own family. Maybe if I had accepted one love confession from any of the guys that confessed despite knowing I’m lesbian, at least I will have someone by my side right now. I always try to look out for my friends so they don’t have to feel like this, but I feel like none of them actually want to deal with me.
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I also hope that u find happiness and love, stay true to yourself girl!! <33
Sorry for replying so late…. I kinda got scared after posting and didn’t come back here after so long.
Thank you so much for your kinds words, and for leaving two messages, they mean a lot to me. I’m such a sentimental person that I will probably come back looking at this and feel happy when I have bad days later on.
You seem like such a sweet person
Don’t worry. I understand how u feel cuz im also going tru something similar so i just wanted to say something thank u 4 being sweet
Same girl, i’ve repressed my sexuality to a point of numbness, i feel nothing if i keep going like this i’ll prob end up like girl charlie sheen