What do I do, I see them again Thursday

Uh today I decided to take the bus with two of my classmates and one of them started talking about the nuances of monsterfucking
And I was thinking like “wtf do I do” cause I have extensive smut exposure and know a thing or two about the world of monsterfucking BUT my other classmates were within earshot and I didn’t wanna lose my good girl street cred
Mind you the last time I talked to her a couple months ago she spent an hour telling me about her vampire x vampire hunter turned werewolf enemies-to-lovers BL she’s been writing…
She says stuff that genuinely makes me morbidly curious but I don’t wanna ask bro this is so rough