Am I cooked chat??
When you have an unrequited love for your friend with benefits the disconnect is real. You be cuddling in bed with the person you like while wondering what can you possibly even do to make him love you. Sometimes I rather we go back to just being normal friends, so I could cherish my feelings better from a distance instead of having this sense of emptiness every time we meet and have sex. He is very difficult to read and kinda closed off, so I have no idea what he truly thinks of me. What I do know (based on some intel I gathered) is that there is a very real possibility that if he finds out about my feelings he is gonna cut me off for good, but no matter how painful the current situation is, if I lose this its going to be so over for me. So, what do?
PD: Just read this and realized im a bigger loser than I thought
Also pls recommend fwb to lovers yaoi, I need to project a little bit today
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Choose your pain. Do you want to feel the pain of emptiness each time you have sex consistently or from backing away from the relationship? You’re not a loser for harboring feelings for someone you had physically shared intimacy with, that’s just human nature. But at least with backing away, you get to understand, mature with time and instead of spiraling from the pain of the relationship, you look back with melancholy. Perhaps try and communicate. Learn something from him personally instead of hearing tidbits from other people.
I hope this message finds you well <3
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