please help me find this japanese bl manga.

So as the title says I want to find this manga, it has similar art style as "A far away home" manga, it had 6 chapters, the characters met in a bar or a club, I guess? The bottom looks like jin from "under the green light" and the top was very pretty he had thick eyelashes and big pouty lips, they both had black hair, it was very popular on the other site (yes the bat one) I remember that the bottom shared his traumatic past, oh also they were both mainly and muscular not like the pretty bottom troup. Yup that's all I remember if you know the name or anything similar please share the name and feel free to ask more questions I might remember more about it, I guess?