I have to do an obligatory internship, so i can pass this semester and i know i wouldn‘t work here, if i was looking for an actual job
It‘s 9-14 hour shifts, unpaid, they gave me the worst PC, so i couldn‘t even work properly the first half of the internship & then they sat me into a random corner, the people are nice, but not the kind of people i‘d hang around in my free time - i tried gaslighting myself into liking it, but it’s so ass
i hate it so much that i‘m counting down the days until it‘s over (11 days left woohoo)
someone, who‘s also in my course and doing the internship at the same company as me, has also mentioned time and time again, that he notices a difference in how he‘s treated in comparison to me and that he thinks it‘s fucked up
we tried to find ways, so the internship still benefits both of us, but at some point towards the end, i just said fuck it and gave up, bc it rlly felt like it‘s not worth it anymore
It feels like i could have learnt so much this semester, but it was a waste of time + the only thing i rlly got out of this internship is, now i know what i don‘t want to do in this industry (which is also useful ik, but still - 6 months of nothing)
Maybe i should have done a semester of leave, but idk man
bad luck ig

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It‘s monday again, MAKE IT STOOOOOOOOOOPPPPPPPP
7days left
6 days left
I‘m so tired, i wanna go hoooome