What age are you when you started reading yaoi or BL? I started reading BL when I was 16 years old, now that I'm in 20s I can't read yaoi anymore, sometimes it feels cringe, sometimes I feel disgusted of the penis image and how man made love with other man, as if no woman in the world. I think I can only read straight stories in my 20s.
Hmm maybe stop for awhile and try out diff genre, if you want to start again try shounen ai manhua. Lots shounen ai have very few sex scene or none at all so maybe that would work more in your favour 1 reply