do you guys have any weird childhood memories hinting at your current kinks?

i don't really believe that your kinks necessarily have something to do with your trauma (another bs freud made up tbh) but i do have a couple weird things i did when i was a kid that makes sense considering my current self. for example when i used to shower i would pretend the water coming from the showerhead was actually a giant peeing on me as a punishment and i would have to clean my self with his piss and whenever water got on my lips/mouth i would act like it tasted bitter for some reason... also the earliest times i remember masturbating (even before i knew it was the act of masturbating, i just did it cuz it felt good) it would be about people involved in bodily fluids. so i was wondering if anyone else had some memories like that or is it just me?