Well holy shit my ass

Wym one time I go touch grass for only few hours I get to meet old characters in my life, like dang my ex's brother... kinda makes sense his b'day is coming up. Idk if they saw me cus it became a habit for me to drive by my old ex's house. My car is too recognizable cus it's blue... Hoping they think it's someone else cause cough. Anyways, they all looked so sad. Makes sense this is the 2nd year they're basically spending a year without him. Some time later I get a text from guess what? The brother- it's an apology. Voice message. Told me to meet up at the graveyard and asked me for my ex's journals. ig we sorta made up? I understand grief and how badly it can affect others, not to mention he lost a big brother.

We talked about their childhood, and I was really just surprised. He really cared so so much for him, like their parents are emotionally abusive and stuff. Didn't treat his brother's CSA seriously. They KNEW. Gosh. Alot of just bad stuff. I forgaved him, I mean it's been a year since everything after all. I don't see the means to hold grudges when all of us were hurting.