OCD Diagnosis
I just wanted to share that I was recently diagnosed with OCD, and while I do struggle daily still, its so comforting to know that I'm not broken and that there's others like me to uplift me. If anyone feels lost, just know OCD is a bitch and will try and make you think you're the only person in the world experiencing it, but there's an endless amount of us struggling with the same thing everywhere. It will always be a part of us, but that doesn't mean it has to be isolating! Just my thoughts. xoxo ^_^
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When I look around I always feel like I'm the only one suffering. I most probably have ocd but can't get diagnosed for several reasons. First of all, where I live makes it impossible to get diagnosed. My family thinks mental disorders are bs. I have so many recurring weird and disgusting thoughts that it makes me ashamed of myself. I can't control them no matter what. I also struggle with body-focused repetitive behaviors such as skin picking and nail picking. My face looks like ass cuz I've picked at everywhere. There are bloody scabs and old scars. I ruin it again every time a damaged part heals. I notice the smallest flaws and pick at them. Not only my face but also my chest and back are full of scars and scabs. I dream of wearing beautiful tops but I can't. I'm ashamed to show my face to people. I find lame excuses to skip classes so that people won't see me. Everybody has clear skin and neat nails while my whole existence is in ruins
I don't have ocd (probably) but I can relate to the intrusive thoughts that occur, I'm unaware if you have them but either way i know how mentally tiring it is, i think perhaps with time it won't get easier but you'll get used to it and find a way to live a life with it
Omg bitch ur EVERYWHERE
Well fuck you too ☹
It's okay king idm but I'm gagged I just saw you in the reply to one of my topics from early 2025
I don't have a life please it's a #sensitive topic