Sobriety and 2 years clean

Wow this is crazy today I'm 2 years clean from hard drugs.
i talked about my one year in detail last year but i can’t believe its been a whole ass year since then.
I don’t drink much anymore either which is something I wanted to work on as well which I’m happy about as well

It’s been a wild year I like to reflect around this time of year I really wish I had self respect for myself and the things I did I could literally be in the ground right now but I’m not I’m still alive somehow .. I never OD on coke specifically but Ik people who have and that thought being me is horrifying

I kind of miss June 2025 on this website and my life in general it’s definitely not the same as it was some aspects of my life have been severely downgraded but others I’ve seen postitve change since then.
It’s hard but I’m proud and can’t wait for new things