Thats so sad , i am so sorry you had to go through that , i dont know why people behave like that and why cant they just leave someone alone, and in peace. I hope you recover from this experience and experience many beautiful things , people and nature. i wish beautiful things happen to you. you receive lot of love and support that these experince will slowly fade away from your life.
life is not only these people there are some wonderful people in this world . i hope you meet some of them .
Hopefully. I'll get job soon. Maybe i could befriend with coworkers and customers but not too close. I learned a hard way from the internet, i was obsessed and too much cause them to think I'm weirdo stalker pos. I'm done with friendship bs but I'm lonely in apartment for many years (only i go outside for shopping). Yeah, im bad person and rude bitch person. I drinking many alcohol and drugs for coping. I'll sober before the job. Yeah. Don't worry I'm okay. Sorry for bad grammar.
Hopefully. I'll get job soon. Maybe i could befriend with coworkers and customers but not too close. I learned a hard way from the internet, i was obsessed and too much cause them to think I'm weirdo stalker po... Oreox08
why are you being so hard on yourself? have you hurt someone emotionaly or physically and did that intentionally ?
ignore pos like those... when the only thing that comes out of someone's mouth is crap, that is unforunately the only thing that'll come out regardless of the scenario. and god high school students are insufferable, literally hating on people for the dumbest of reasons. if those people dont grow up they learn life the hard way when karma catches up to them eventually. you are amazing. there are obviously downsides, but i suppose there is also a certain beauty to life when you dont have to hear noise
im really sorry if this question offends you in any way, but if you dont mind me asking... can you hear the voice in your head, or does just text or image appear when you're thinking? i know not everyone, but a lot of people have voices in their head when they think, so kind of like that
Thank you, yeah, you're right. I always thinking about killing like viltrumites from Invincible or the rumbling AOT. I know it's wrong and ridiculous. I realize the people who are actually cares about me, I'm so foolish to think too much about other people wronged me while I'm alone at empty apartment (graduated 2020). I tried to find deaf people for friendship. Hearing schools are lonely (transfer twice, first school wasnt bad but second school was horrible and annoyed (they threw foods at me and annoying fights in the hallways often)). Deaf schools are awful, I tried make friends with deaf immigrants but they hating me and calling me"low functioning". I tired. I'm not good person. Idk. I'm too edgy and i don't care others. I'll getting job soon and the job required to visit the houses, I don't want to making the eyes contact but i have to (i always looking down) and no rude gestures. Internet ''friends'' made me bitch and evil, they called manipulative bitch because i wanted attention and obsessions. They never stopped posted about me and i showed my self harms to shut them up. Yeah im insane bitch. Im bad. I drinking a lot alcohol and drugs. My sister blocked me on social media because i don't have money for her rent (she live in other state). Fuck. Idk. I'm insane. Sorry for bad grammar.
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Thats so sad , i am so sorry you had to go through that , i dont know why people behave like that and why cant they just leave someone alone, and in peace.
I hope you recover from this experience and experience many beautiful things , people and nature. i wish beautiful things happen to you. you receive lot of love and support that these experince will slowly fade away from your life.
life is not only these people there are some wonderful people in this world . i hope you meet some of them .
Hopefully. I'll get job soon. Maybe i could befriend with coworkers and customers but not too close. I learned a hard way from the internet, i was obsessed and too much cause them to think I'm weirdo stalker pos. I'm done with friendship bs but I'm lonely in apartment for many years (only i go outside for shopping). Yeah, im bad person and rude bitch person. I drinking many alcohol and drugs for coping. I'll sober before the job. Yeah. Don't worry I'm okay. Sorry for bad grammar.
why are you being so hard on yourself? have you hurt someone emotionaly or physically and did that intentionally ?
ignore pos like those... when the only thing that comes out of someone's mouth is crap, that is unforunately the only thing that'll come out regardless of the scenario. and god high school students are insufferable, literally hating on people for the dumbest of reasons. if those people dont grow up they learn life the hard way when karma catches up to them eventually.
you are amazing. there are obviously downsides, but i suppose there is also a certain beauty to life when you dont have to hear noise
im really sorry if this question offends you in any way, but if you dont mind me asking... can you hear the voice in your head, or does just text or image appear when you're thinking? i know not everyone, but a lot of people have voices in their head when they think, so kind of like that
Thank you, yeah, you're right. I always thinking about killing like viltrumites from Invincible or the rumbling AOT. I know it's wrong and ridiculous. I realize the people who are actually cares about me, I'm so foolish to think too much about other people wronged me while I'm alone at empty apartment (graduated 2020). I tried to find deaf people for friendship. Hearing schools are lonely (transfer twice, first school wasnt bad but second school was horrible and annoyed (they threw foods at me and annoying fights in the hallways often)). Deaf schools are awful, I tried make friends with deaf immigrants but they hating me and calling me"low functioning". I tired. I'm not good person. Idk. I'm too edgy and i don't care others. I'll getting job soon and the job required to visit the houses, I don't want to making the eyes contact but i have to (i always looking down) and no rude gestures. Internet ''friends'' made me bitch and evil, they called manipulative bitch because i wanted attention and obsessions. They never stopped posted about me and i showed my self harms to shut them up. Yeah im insane bitch. Im bad. I drinking a lot alcohol and drugs. My sister blocked me on social media because i don't have money for her rent (she live in other state). Fuck. Idk. I'm insane. Sorry for bad grammar.