i hate my parents
like i'm so angry i cant explain it and no iim not some spoilt brat dude these ppl have been beating me and yelling at me since i could remeber like my clearest memory as a child is my dad drowning me and my mom beating ts out of me, bro in this house i can never be angry only my parents can i cant say or do anything, i literally hate my mom so much that fucking bitch peice of shit i hope someone slaps the shit outta that ungrateful bitch she only cares abt my grades n her ego, i hate my dad as well fucking cunt he beat me so hard i cant use my left arm properly now, i hate both of them so much why di dthey even have me as child, like geniunely i hate my mom so much this fucking selfish cunt all she thinks abt is herself only herself tmrw i have a math exam and shes picking a fight with me n saying shit and gang ts obvi distracts me and if i dont do well on my exams these two will make my life a living hell
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What you’re going through sounds tough tbh i dont really know what country your in but maybe try to get a job and earn money slowly and when your at the age where you’re legally considered to be an adult to try and get out of that household, obviously easier said than done but i experienced something similar where they pick fights with me and it would really disrupt me when i study and i cant focus lol. But what i did was started earning money and getting a part time job to depend less on them so they couldn’t gaslight or manipulate me. Hope this helps
Do you have like older siblings or other trusting adults you can speak to about this? Friends? The school?
lit no one and tbh its not that big of deal i dont really gaf today just was a rlly shit day n i jst wanted to vent
may i ask ur agee?
m like 16 gonna be 17 soon
yeah then u should focus on your future by that I mean how do u plan on getting out of that household and learn a few skills that may help u earn some money and get independent as soon as possible. I'm the same age and though my situation ain't as bad as you I still plan on being as independent as I can be.
the reason I have to be independent is that my parents have old age thinking and will get me married by the age of 22-3 if i stay dependent on them and I plan on being single and be a free soul for a fucking long time so it is necessary for me to be independent. just know that u're not alone