kind of lost a accomplice i wasnt that familiar with

i just hugged my roomate because she came after so many days. i am not even familiar to her. i was reading 'Heesu in class 2' so i got a bit emotional and yeah i suddenly hugged her. my roomates started laughing she also laughed but i think she was weirded out. my roomates probably think im lesbian but sorry i am gay G-A-Y. its complicated. story for next time but yeah i messed up real bad. i even have a straight cis guy as a crush and they know it. i just hope i am not singled out because i tend to be singled out due to my unpreferable looks, 115 kg weight, behaviour, etc. ┗( T﹏T )┛