lil update of my life cause why not:
so i finally went to psychiatrist after keep self-sabotaging myself (everytime i plan to go i keep saying "I'll go tommorow" and never came at all). anydihway, my doctor said i have OCD, Mix Anxiety And Depressive Disorder. i mean i expected the OCD but not the depression one lol. i expected i only have 1 mental illness, BUT THREE AT THE SAME TIME???
I KNEW IT, I KNEW IT IM NOT CRAZY WHEN I FEEL SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME BUT PEOPLE AROUND DISMMIS IT AND SAID "just pray"
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I feel like if i go i will get similar diagnosis. Depression i have acknowledged but i am too afraid to go to psychiatric, cause i can't trust anything or anyone to be telling my darkest thoughts. I hope i would find some courage somewhere
The 'just pray' bit PISSED ME TF OFF. Istg what is wrong with extremist religious people and their thought process about mental health. I know people who say that 'anxiety', 'depression' and stuff like that doesn't even exist and all you need to do is pray, be patient and that it's a test or that you're seeking attention SMH. LIKE FUCK OFF PEOPLE.
ANYHOOSERS, Glad that you got your diagnosis.
Slime everybody that tells u to just pray U got a diagnosis The courts gon rule in ur favor
tho i still cant get help cause my place is too remote, so they cant send the medicine to my adress and there's no pharmacy that sell the medicine too around here... sigh
Yeah If I were you I’d be giving big ass middle fuck yous to anyone who said that BULLSHIT. Wishing you the best as well ! It won’t be an easy journey but even so I do believe you’ll get better and better even if it takes years. Fighting !
Congrats on finally getting answers! Wish you the best on your treatment