I need help

I am depressed with anxiety and social anxiety. I hate everything bout me and I have sudden surges of self hatred and self harm. Sometimes I’m fine and sometimes I’m staring at those scissors and have to fight myself to not pick them up. I don’t tell anyone cause I don’t wanna bother them and honestly I don’t wanna talk to a therapist. I just need some advice to help me fight the urges off better. I’ve gone to therapists for being caught cutting once and since then have considered cutting in hidden places. I sometimes have twisted thoughts about certain things and the only reason I haven’t tried to kill myself is cause I wanna keep helping people. Please tell me what I should do. I haven’t told anyone about this I’m just looking for some advice not therapists they pry to much into my life and I don’t wanna talk to them any help is appreciated. Thankyou for reading this.

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anni.llm 28 07,2020

Hey, I just want to say: I know how you feel. And I can just tell you some things I do to distract myself from cutting or thinking bad things. I wrote down a lot of small sticky notes and put them on my desk on my door just anywhere in my room with positive things. I did that so wherever I look i see those sticky notes and read what’s on them. As...... 1 reply

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meemee 28 07,2020

im here if you'd like to talk reply

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Lavender 28 07,2020

Know that you are loved and never a bother to those that truly care for your well being.Keep or make a support system, it's better to have a close few friends or family that you feel safe with then to be alone. You will never be a burden to them, so tell them how you feel without fear of that. Clearly articulate what you need from them. It could be...... 1 reply

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Ender Phrog 29 07,2020

I’ve been struggling with self harm for years now, and I have to say although I’m not a professional and I have never been to a therapist personally (yet). The best I can recommend is whenever you get the urge get a rubber band and slap it on your skin, if mimics the pain of cuts. Draw lines with a Washable marker Of where you want to cut. Try ...... reply

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Meandyou 29 07,2020

Im think you need to do something to distract you . Like watching drama of love story or comedy and you cn read any manga that have veryyy long chapter . It will make you forget about those thing . And talk to anybody who you trust . (づ￣ ³￣)づ reply

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Cold Feet 29 07,2020

I saw a random post mentioning the butterfly project as a self-harm prevention project, and the tumblr page seems to be an anonymous self-harm prevention community. Check it out and see if you think it'll be helpful for you: https://butterfly-project.tumblr.com/ This one article about self-harm written by a survivor said that many of those who tr...... reply

29 07,2020

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