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I think i have this thing called "second-hand suicide"
Its when you wanna die but your too scared to do it yourself so you let someone or something else do it for you, like letting nature take its course
I just want nature to take me so that way my parents or my friends don't have to feel like they could've changed something
I may have lost my will to live but i refuse to be the reason someone else loses theirs

Lets just ignore all those mangago confessionals and weird posts cause istg they be doing it for the attention cause do you know how many followers a weird question gets but all those that followed criticized them? Lets just not look at them, leave them alone cause my dude I AM SICK OF THESE HORNY MFS

Yes, i do have a lot of isekai

I want some weebs and manga readers to talk to cause my friends are weebs but they're lacking the manga reading so I can't share some funny manga moments or any of that and I have to keep it to myself ;~;
Anyway here's the link
https://discord.gg/Wpf9WwEC
I hope you don't mind the mistakes or any inconveniences and just enjoy talking to people with the same interests (the yaoi talk is separated)
love y'all!
(Okay this took a lot of hesitating to post)

Don't you just hate those bitches that torture the male MC and label them as 'perverts' all because the MC accidentally saw their friend in the harem naked? Or when it was the friend that made the move and they walk in and assume that it was MC that made the move? Or when they get jealous so they torture MC? It's absolutely fucking annoying like bitch calm down for a sec and at least let the man explain, cause at this point I'm starting to feel super bad for this mans

My homepage is filled to the brim with isekai and i don't regret it ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~ so if anyone wants to read some isekai just come check out my homepage i guess

I slowly became a dream smp fan lmao
The lore is so interesting but bc of my attention span i can barely stay in a dream smp twitch stream for 5 minutes because i would just straight up leave or ignore the thing

When i get random bursts of tiredness where i'm too lazy to do anything and i get frustrated very easily and that ends up in me straight up insulting myself as if i'm insulting someone i hate
Then later on i realize it and think "Why tf am i getting mad at myself-"
Like bro chill? I'm only trying to peacefully clean up the table what am i getting mad for?
Its so weird

I've become fluent in lying and when i say that i mean
- No smiles
- No giggles
- No laughing
Plus i say it so smoothly too
I say it so smoothly that my parents believe me every time
This is what me lying so often get me huh?
Well i've had a lot of fuck-ups

OH GO OH GOGSGWJVSMS I GOT HIGH GRADES THANK YOU TO WHOEVER MADE GOOGLE YOU AR A GODVSJVSJAVBS WUAVVAHA

I just stared at the dishes in the sink and was thinking "i feel guilty for my mom having to work for so long and having barely any time to rest... I should wash the dishes just to lessen the workload even if its just a little bit"
I also cleaned the bathroom in the process :D
All i've been feeling is constant insecurity and guilt these days... It doesn't bother me but its tough because anxiety gets to me sometimes because of this
But hey i'm trying and that's all that matters
And that's the same for you too, if it gets tough just remember that you're trying and that's what matters! You're doing your best and people should acknowledge that instead of focusing on your flaws
But remember that it gets tough for everyone so try your best to be considerate and care for other people but most importantly, take care of yourself <3
Anyway buh-bye loves because i literally just washed the dishes at like 1 in the morning and i'm writing this at 3:43 and i need to get sleeping before my dad wakes up at 4:30 and catches me staying up again-
So byee!

I WAS TOLERATING THE KIDS FOR RIDING ON MY BACK, STANDING ON MY LEGS OR MY TUMMY, PULLING MY HAIR FOR SO LONG BUT HITTING MY CHEST RIGHT ON ONE OF MY BOOBS IS FUCKING TOO MUCH. THAT HURT LIKE A BITCH AND FUCKING MAKING FUN OF ME BECAUSE IT DOESN'T HURT FOR YOU? WELL DUH YOU'RE A KID WHAT ELSE DID YOU EXPECT????? OFC IT DIDN'T HURT, YOU DON'T HAVE ANY BOOBS REEEEEEEEEEEE

When are you gonna finish your want to read list huh?
I'm including myself too but how about you? When are you gonna empty that list?
I know some of ya'll have over 1000+ things in your want to read list don't lie.

Promoting my discord cause why not. Here a freshly picked discord invite link
https://discord.gg/26BfCEMF

Good morning/evening/afternoon! Wherever you are, random person, please stay safe!!
And also have fun reading, I hope that you are enjoying it! I haven't had as much time to read, unfortunately... (´TωT`)
So now I have a bunch of notifications
Anyway
I know we all read as an escape and a break from the journey that is life, make sure to take some time and admire the beauty of your surroundings as well. Doesn't matter how small and mundane it is, I can guarantee you can make it aesthetic
Like two friends talking in a coffee shop, smiling, laughing, and having fun. How nice is that? Or maybe orange autumn leaves. Or maybe the pretty sky. Or just a couple buildings. Gosh how I just love taking scenery photos (*´▽｀)

Anyway, point is, take your time and live life. Even just looking out the window and taking a few deep breaths as you enjoy the scenery is more than enough <33

Also
Stay hydrated!! Drink water right now!! (｀Δ´)
Just get up and drink some nice crisp water! And enjoy it!! Because is it just me in my country or is it getting hotter? (/´△`＼)
Its very important to stay hydrated!
Otherwise, your throat will dry
And no one likes dry throats
At least I don't ( ´-ω-)
It bothers me sm

READING THIS IS WORTH IT!!! TRUST!!!!
While I would usually tell you affirmations, I know it won't matter if you don't believe in them... At least that's the case for me
So I'll just say
You're doing such a great job. I don't care what others say. You are amazing for being able to make it this far. Now, listen to me when I tell you that you are so so strong for making it through each day. You are so amazing and I hope you'll be able to make it long enough so you'll be able to read one of my posts again. Thank you, seriously, thank you so much for reading (even if you didn't read the whole thing, thanks for clicking anyway!) and... Thank you. For simply being alive. (o≧▽゜)o
Alrighty I should be getting to sleep. Good night to you, from my side of the world <3

Every single time i look at my lists and my account i feel proud to see how far i've gotten and yet the horrible reality strikes me and reminds me that my account is only like this because i have no life and because this is actually a really deep rabbit hole, deeper than what i thought when i first joined so because of this i have a right to say "I've seen worse" and the best part is that its the truth
Mangago is a fun yet horrific place to be in and this is a fact. I will not take no for an answer.


- Self-callout post

I was a dub watcher
Then later on switched to sub

I am a little calm rn but i don't think i'll be okay because i kind of have a little overthinking session rn