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I dont remember my dreams so I don't get nightmares, but there was this one time I started hallucinating from lack of sleep. There was this really tall dude staring at me and he slowly started walking towards me before vanishing half way, I was so fucking terrified I could only stare back, there was also this girl standing by the window but she did......   1 reply

I can't do like dirty dishes or touch 'dirty water' it feels like a gooey or smokey darkness and it makes me feel sick and nauseous   reply

Hello we are in a pretty similar situation (also forced to be Muslim) so if you wanna talk anytime just msg me :) I just say although they do it in a harsh way they are just trying to give you the best you can have. Just in the wrong way, a very wrong way. You should never be forced to do anything. And it's extremely frustrating lmao. Anyways yeah ......   reply