pyschosimp's question (17)

Ik it means masturbating but I swear some of y'all don't actually mean it, had a friend who wrote a fanfic w some smut saying she gooned the whole time whilst reading it and had to clarify with her I wasn't reading her masturbation material and that she just jokingly used it as a replacement for 'lusting' ???? like I need clarification gang I can't go on my socials and see my irls using the word 'goon' that's just weird, or am i being weird?????

YO GIMME SOME TRAGEDIES TO READ (MAYBE NOT THE EXTERMELY POPULAR ONES BC IVE READ THEM ALL)

finally caps is off haha

random confession:

i don't get scat like i genuinely don't get it, like jeez maybe it's cos im a slight germaphobe but hear me out

It's like literally shit, it's not piss which can be controlled into like nearly water ig, it's ur waste coming out ur ass and its stinky like bro what
its the same for a piss kink ig but a piss kink again can be somehow 'controlled' iygm im no expert, but that shit is bacterial and dirty... right and again it's gonna stink bad so idk, also i assume consumption is part of it for some parts of it ig but again that's uhm nasty just downright nasty, i can't fathom in what world any1 finds it nice to

and then theres obviously worse kinks out there like necrophilia, like u cud say to me then why dont u find necrophilia weird (i damn well do) but theres like pyschology behind it that when u rape the dead body ur empowered or sth rigt (shits still nasty im just quoting a vid i once saw explaining a necrophiliac) so i can see 'logic' ig behind that (i dont support necrophilia obviously or any rape whatsoever) but like u cna apply this being 'superior' logic to a lot of nasty shit like this right

what is the psychology behind a shit kink..... i rly cant fathom it guys i can see the reasons for other things like piss kink ig (its like cumming i mean), and hearing/voice/noise kink (bc its like sensual dygm), exhbitionism (thrill of being seen), masochist/sadism (again the idea of power dynamics and pleasure bc that's a focus) WHERE TF IS THE PLEASURE IN SHITTING, like bfr it won't be hard like a 'dildo' so it's not stimulating??? (tell me if it does for u but uhm) no guys i rly don't get it please explain to me possibly why

please don't jump me for this i'm open to kinks and stuff im on this site fgs but scat is js uh sth else to, i'm writing this w genuine confusion

is it okay for me to compliment sm randomly on insta thru a story, I followed them bc of a bunch of mutuals and she's like dedass so pretty I j wanna go : 'you're like srsly pretty' but I think it's a bit weird j that bc i genuinely dk them

sometimes i get bored on here and I just click on accounts till I see drama in some comment section (i get rly bored oops) but how are some of yall having whole ass proper arguments on here?? Like proper 'death threat' ones, ones with cults (?!?!?) or ones involving sm impersonating you? like who tf is out there even bothering to impersonate sm and for on this site of all things...

i sound like I'm hating on this site but I just find it funny that people fight on here bc I know it has all these features where we can interact but at the end of the day this is a manga site and sometimes I just scroll across two people taking up a whole page with their argument as if this is twt/reddit

who tf is bill cipher user on here, I'm so scared whenever I see their weird symbol responses

(I'm so scared they're gonna respond to this asw)

IM NOT JOKING ITS SMALLER THNA A FINGER????

I think in the recent years my personality has died down significantly and when I remember how talkative I used to be, sometimes I get a bit upset that I can't be like the way I was before. I've also noticed that I can never maintain a friend group for longer than 2 years. I'm honestly concerned, is there something wrong with my personality? Coz from my pov I feel like I'm just a big pushover who lets people say whatever they want for me because I always felt like that was my position in a friendship. But eventually I always tire of it, and start getting annoyed. I think the friends notice at that point and then we end up distancing ourselves. Is it the way I let it fester inside me? Some people have told me before that it's a hateful way to process things: to keep everything inside me and not talk it out with people. But like how else am I supposed to go about it? The friends never do anything majorly bad to me, and I struggle to collect my thoughts well enough to express it to them in a sensible way without getting upset in front of them. But also, I feel like 'talking it out' isn't always the solution, sometimes when you do that you just become hateful to each other because of it. Plus what are you supposed to do when your friends aren't the type to talk it out anyway? Like nothing is ever that 'deep' for them.

But I feel like from their pov, I'm like crazy quiet when it gets awkward in a conversation. I clam up in conversations once I start to get annoyed at my friends and I struggle to express it any other way than silence. I never act hostile or rude to them, don't get me wrong though I never take it out on them and tbh I don't think I express dislike towards them; I simply always just clam up kinda dk how else to say it. I think you could argue that I know where my faults lie: not talking it out w sm and letting it fester, but how am I supposed to go about this? I never know how to bring it up without being scared they'll call me out for being too deep, for caring too much, and I fear that I stress one-sidedly about the friendship that only I want to save. My friends also tell me that I am not very expressive about how happy I am, but instead my annoyance or sadness can be spotted easily . How do I change that? How do I act more happy with my friends? Be a bit more intimate with them so they feel like I actually like them?

tldr: I'm just ranting about being annoyed by mass promotion for (often) mid stories

I'm gonna get backlash probably but I fear y'all read a GOOD tragedy yaoi manga and started referring to it as this 'masterpiece' like I PROMISE you there are other tragedy bls out there with way more development/less development, a longer story/shorter story that are JUST as good. I'm kinda sick of seeing Haruka Tooki le as people's 'best read ever' like , again, I promise you if you've read more than 50+ MANGAS you'll realise it's certainly UP there but it's not this masterpiece you guys think of it as. Maybe it's a bad comparison, u tell me, but it feels like Interstellar, it's an admittedly good movie, but is it srsly the best thing you've ever watched?
I'm just saying, there's so many good stories, dare I say even better, out there that you guys just don't give any hype too. Yes HTl has certainly done well in conveying very important themes well, but other mangas do them justice as well.

Yes this is just my opinion, obviously it's still probably the 'best' manga some of you guys have read, but I'm just saying there's like way too many of you guys saying it's a masterpiece when you are on a site with idk 1000s of yaoi mangas to choose from, and lots of them are amazing tragedies as well.

In general I wish to stop seeing recommendations of the same thing over and over again, when yes those stories are good, but at the end of the day it's really just one of the many good stories. idky only certain ones get so much hype, and sometimes it's the most stereotypical stuff I've ever read and I can tell the people recommending it have like read only 30 stories on here or sum. Nothing against you guys liking them, hell I like (nearly) all the stories I'm thinking about as I write this post but it gets to a point when I see the SAME god damn story being recommended brainlessly .

shit I accidentally deleted this, sry if u alr responded omg... yh take this as u will this is just a meaningless rant about me disliking people's opinions don;t take me majorly seriously, I'll delete this (non accidentally) if nobody responds...

it's the Easter holidays alr and I still haven't started revision properly for my Gcses in like a month now I do get decent grades with like grade 8 on average and some 9s but ik I will get a grade 7 or 6 at this point in majority with the way my attitude toward revision is a wreck rn...
ik some of you guys r probably my age (hopefully lol) so does anyone have tips to get out of this slump and could some of u j gimme a wake up call w maybe how much u have revised so I get that pressure to yk lol

people who have any advice to get out of a revision slump would be helpful

I always forget some of yall on here are absolute weirdos like I know a lot of the comments sometimes are satire on here but I just see the rare comment like :

'I read this in school and I got caught '
Girl you can't casually read porn in public that's just weird and your lack of real life relationships is showing

'THIS IS MY 5TH REREAD' or sth and it's literally a manga with the worst trope I have ever seen in my life shoved in with some rape

just those weirdos who comment on the sex mangas here expressing something that is totally disgusting like I really didn't need to know how many times you fapped to a chapter ugh

again Ik this site is mostly used for its porn mangas but arghh some of the stuff I read that yall say is so offputting ngl

Like two or three tags that you see and you instantly know it's something you can't stomach or won't like

for me if I see psychological and/or tragedy and school life next to each other I already know I probably can't stomach it (it's even worse if it's also a yaoi bc yk it has graphic rape)

Im a fun person ig <33
DO ANY OF YOU KNOW ANY SERVER THAT I CAN JOIN SO THAT I CAN JUST CHAT AND HAVE FUN WITH PPL FROM 12-16 ?
I must be able to make dn joks, piss jokes, alpha daddy jokes, cum jokes, sex jokes, flirt with ppl.

Hope these requirements rnt too hard ?

this is my last resort bc idr use any other 'social media' platform I can be anonymous on. please help me if u manage to read this this all

Basically there's this dude I am heavy crushing on and it's just a silly yk teenage crush but it's still a crush and everytime I see him I actually wanna die in a good way

I like see him occasionally now on the bus and have been for the past 2 years (this is actually so pitiful) and it's taken me a good year for us to now be on a level that I have like surface level convos w him if I see him and he happens to be in a good position for me to say hi to him bc he's not even friends w me in a way I can just go up to him from afar dygm...
I fear this is because I am not the most social person so I did used to kinda j stare at him in awkwardness from behind on the bus whenever he took it and never say much more than hi but in my defence this dude kinda mumbles and I am partially deaf honestly sometimes when in convo like I heavily misheard or hear nothing. Tbh my friends r fed up of me bringing this dude up now bc i am actually so hopeless w trying to start sth w him bc I always have this idea to subtly ask him out (like the other day I thought maybe the next time I see him I can ask if he ever wants to go w me to get some free food w this sign up voucher I got bc it'd take like 20 mins from the place and back) BUT I JUST ALWAYS CHICKEN OUT. but is it weird if I ask him this when we rnt even that close... like how weird is it to j ask sm out bc i feel like if I never do this I'm never gonna be able to have a proper conversation w this guy... anyways advice on what to do bc i was supposed to go to a party but I ended giving my friend my ticket bc sth happened where it'd be better for her to go instead AND HE WAS THERE. my ass cud have talked to him tonight and try to confirm if he has the slightest interest in me or not but nope I stayed home. the point is he was in a devil costume and HELL I want the chance to ask him out. I feel like it's weird tho for me as the girl... uh he's also lowkey not a lowkey dude so ik he knows a lot of girls (his instagram following/ers def supports this knowledge) and he is known as a reasonably good looking guy DO I EVEN HAVE A CHANCE and don't get me wrong I will sound like a pick me rn BUT hear me out I am a cute good looking girl tbh but I don't wear a lot of makeup and I am like plain cute looking like I ain't nothing special and I am DEFINITELY not strong in the 'omg I want her body' category w just a slightly good fashion style.. do I even have a chance and it's like what do I do abt this I keep seeing confessions on my feed and it's making me go crazy

like sometimes I look at the number of votes a manga/hwa has on here and I personally like to think most of my social media feed through several apps is just webtoon/manga related stuff etc so I'm fairly up to date with what is popular - why is it sometimes sth I've seriously never heard of, never seen anyone recommend, never seen it in sm's list, never seen a single edit of it and it has like what over 1000 votes on here????????? Am I just unaware of what everyone is actually reading or does Mangago like mess with the numbers or sth like I'm so dedass serious how can Within My Shadow have over 1000 votes but Murder Llewellyn's Enchanting Dinner Invitation has under 300 votes?? I've never even bloody heard of Within My Shadow once this year or ever and it's ongoing, but I've seen mentions of MLEDI like at least 5 times and it's been completed for ages. It even has more votes than Never Understand and that's like a classic BL on here, and Lost In The Cloud which is like viral??? Maybe I'm reading too deep into the numbers here but I swear the numbers don't add

basically i have one friend who takes the bus with me everyday, and I've been friends with her for like almost five years now and we've never really been in the same friend group (lowkey jealous) but basically I tried once to fit in with her's and it didn't work out but she stayed friends with them for the 5 yrs we have been friends. I on the otherhand fell out w friends a couple times and switched groups as well a couple times, and she's always been the one I kinda went to when stuff like that happened bc she'd lowkey be the only one supportive towards me when I got upset. Anyways right now I have my own friend group, but today she finally asked me (i could always tell that she noticed this tho tbh so I was surprised she finally asked me) but she's always felt awkward around my current friend group because she noticed that when I'm upset I go to her and not my friend group. Today I was crying and she was consoling me and my friends literally saw me and didnt do much. I can't blame my friends fully though because they have expressed before they aren't good at dealing with upset people, and I tend to be the only who gets upset out of the three of us at school anyways. Is it weird that I always go to my one friend instead of my actual friend group? I notice I am also not as close with my friend group probably because they notice this, but is it my fault? Like I feel way more comfy with the friend I have had for nearly 5 yrs, but then some times I feel embarassed that she actually turns to her friends when she's upset (i don't think its necessarily bc of me we've like never fought but just when she has friendship problems she doesn't rly always tell me but to hr actual friend group). Am i being paranoid about this? Like I feel embarassed that when she has friendship problems she can talk it out with them, whereas with me I'm always on the receiving end of sth that made me upset because past friends were never great to me and only she would see that

Can someone help me find where this panel is from, the image is a bit blurry but I'm like almost 100 percent sure it is from a korean manhwa and google lens showed me nothing