It's "unfortunate" for me but my first yaoi most probably all Gintama doujins by Takeru Mikami ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄ before I got drowned into Harada's works (which are really traumatizing).
Yes it's unfortunate because I started on MRM, instead of mangago which is fluffier and less darker. But then life was good with all the fluffy s...... reply