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I'm not even touching mine, but sometimes they hurt with just a slight poke or even when they rub against my shirt.

it hasn't even been released and the hgsn fandom has already gotten a lil toxic with the gatekeeping

in 2022, someone made a forum post about writing to our future selves through a website called futureme, and the letter would be sent to us on the date & year we chose. i couldn’t find the original forum post, and i never commented under it either. anyway, i wrote one for myself to be sent in 2023, but i forgot the name of the site and i don’t regularly check my emails, so i didn’t know how else i could find it.

then today, i found the website searched the name on gmail, and i did receive it. if anyone wants to write to their future self—maybe 1 year, 5 years, or even 10 years from now—here’s the link:
https://www.futureme.org/letters/new





here's mine from 16 yr me but i had some parts redacted just cus..

The following is a letter from January 05, 2022, delivered from the past by FutureMe. This was sent on December 12, 2023.

Dear FutureMe,
Hey, [redacted], it's me. Today is January 5th, 2022 and we have been in the COVID-19 pandemic for 2 years now. Some schools here aren't open yet. I'm not that smart, so I'm currently struggling with my studies, unable to focus and unable to understand. I really hope that schools will finally open this year, even though part of me doesn't want to go back because [redacted], but what can I do? Studying has become hard for me. [redacted]. Oh well, [redacted] take and I honestly don't know. I don't know what course I'll take in college. I don't know want to become in the future. I can't see myself in the future. I actually [redacted] this. [redacted] abortion illegal? I [redacted], even if it was illegal. [redacted] 'future.' I hope I'm still alive at the age of 18. I'd still be able to get this email and read it. Hopefully, things will be better than they are right now. I hate this life. I know that some people out there have it worse than me, but I just really hate this. It honestly seems like a punishment for me for [redacted].

- From my 16 year old self



well, 16-year-old me, it doesn’t get better and i can’t believe i actually wished to stay alive until 18. (gonna write a new one for myself next year and for 2028, because that’s the year i’ll graduate.)

https://www.bbc.com/news/live/cn38321180et

https://x.com/shinee_yunsl/status/1863964404464980219?t=25FiJ1BSCobrBWdRnU-ONQ&s=19
https://x.com/yejinjgim/status/1863952105343459708?t=25FiJ1BSCobrBWdRnU-ONQ&s=19

just seeing "martial law" is already so scary...

heard what happened to mangadex I’m gonna throw up. ts shit giving me anxiety. all the niche titles, the underrated stories I haven’t even discovered, years of translation jst wiped out.

If it happened to mgg, I wouldn’t be worried since that site just snipes anyway. but mangadex, bro… call me dramatic, but damn

https://x.com/MangaMoguraRE/status/1922925375308329465?t=nnTppc6Ix4JHXkuqGxj5Fw&s=19

do you guys feel bad about the uploaders or translators getting sued? because I don't. In my mind, I don't even feel bad for the artists, so why would I feel bad for the operators of piracy? I'm grateful, but I won't feel bad.

I found this website [ https://www.fujoshi.info/ ] while searching for a Japanese artist who recently learned about pro-shippers and antis, referring to antis as the 'American feelings yakuza.' I also discovered that Japanese gay male artists don’t like their work being called 'bara' and prefer the term 'geikomi.' Anyway, I thought some people might be interested in reading this.

Learn about the real definitions

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Since at least 2015 in Anglophone fandom, anti-trans groups began spreading disinformation about these topics, and unfortunately, fan spaces have never fully recovered. Instead, they are riddled with xenophobia, misogyny, racism, misinformation, and miscommunication.

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https://wplace.live/

how will I ever live without modded spotify, modded wps, my modded capcut, picsart, manga reading apps, anime apps, free movie and series apps, my revanced? I’ve been downloading apks since I was 10 i can’t even imagine having a phone without them fuck you, google.

Hey, so is it grooming if an adult person online is encouraging a minor online to read or watch porn, even if there's no malicious intent behind it?

Or, like, if the adult knows the minor is actively consuming porn and isn't setting boundaries—and still keeps being friends with them—is it grooming?

i really want to spend as much time with mine before she hits puberty and stops begging me to hang out with her. but goddamn, idk what’s wrong with me I’m just way too fucking lazy.

have you all voted for a hero already? I’m still waiting for the full lore drops before deciding. It’s kind of wild that people are already voting when we only really know about lin ling, nice, and currently e-soul so far. it's kinda rigged

got my eyes on queen, x, ghostblade and ahu

Did you all know that "child pornography (CP)" is now an outdated term? The new terms are "child sexual exploitation material (CSEM)" or "child sexual abuse material (CSAM)." They changed it because "child pornography" could imply that the child consented to it.

I get 3–5 hours of sleep. I read somewhere that lack of sleep can cause early dementia, but I don’t even want to look it up to see if it’s real or fake.

anyone else google every health issue they experience and end up with major anxiety? just a minute ago, I was in bed reading milk attack, and when I turned sideways, everything started spinning. I thought it was another earthquake, but it was just me. I googled it, and it said I was experiencing vertigo then I checked the causes, and one of them was a brain tumor. just months ago I got diagnosed with tb but it went away after a week of antibiotics idk if it was a misdiagnosed or what but anyway just hit me with a truck atp if u want kill me sm

usually happens when it's been a long time since I masturbated. It hurts, but I don't want to do it because I feel like shit afterward anyway. Is this normal????

guys, is it still cheating if they catch feelings for someone else while being in a relationship but don’t act on it, and only act on it after they decided to break up with you? /gen question

I’ve never been so aggravated by a user here I just need them gone, out of my sight!

i wanna die before I get old and wrinkly, have deteriorating health, and spend ₱20,000 on maintenance I'm not having children anyway