Mioro's question (8)

Ive been so emotionally numb lately, i need some fictional story that will have me crying for an hour after the credits

Ive already watch Ride your wave, I want to eat your pancreas, summer ghost, a silent voice, Hotarubi no Mori e, josee: the tiger & the fish

Today I have my first class of the year and so much shit happened that I want to curl up in a ball and cry

I kept seeing a different bus passing in front of my house (they don't pass by my street). I when to take the bus and yep, they were taking a detour, why? A pole fell ON TOP of the bus stop, so I had to walk FOUR blocks to the one before
fine whatever.
I get to the train station and TWO MINUTES before the train leaves a girl got caught by the other train and basically dragged throught the tracks, a whole lot of time went by and my train finally left the station and i got to uni
horrifying but at least i got here.
My friends are all caught in traffic bc apparently there was an accident close by + 2 other who also take the train but can't bc all are canceled bc of the accident
I have severe social anxiety. The first day both level 1&2 go into the same classroom, there's too many people, I'm alone, i know nobody here
I FEEL LIKE IM SUFFOCATING

I just found out what stories are coming out this July and some are only on Netflix or Netflix originals. Bro WHYYY this disgrace of a platform always refuses to do an accurate sub translation
when they came out with Kimi ni Todoke s3 they didnt even add subs for text writing on the screen and would change the meaning of the words even tho the character is saying smth different (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
Just saw omeone watching ep1 of Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu with the spanish subs and they changed the "are you in love with me" to "do you like me" (as in "te caigo bien", not "te gusto" btw)

I wish people still make fan translations instead of copy&paste this garbage on the illegal sites as well. At least that way there would be an accurate sub somewhere

So for context i know this one girl (A) since entrance year and we've gotten in classes together as long as our schedules match (we're in our 4th year). Theres two classes we didnt take and she met B & C from one and D from the other class. And i met a girl E on one of the two I took.
We're taking this anual class all together, 6 people in total. We hang out together and share some other classes too.

Yesterday they announced the last project of the year, a group project of 4-5 people. I saw them talking with E so I thought they told her "Hey we're making the group with just us". I guessed that was gonna be the case anyways (since they worked on a different class together last quater), but today I talk to her and she went into our group chat instantly to ask how are we gonna divide ourselves, then I told her how they already posted their group and ask if they didnt tell her.. they did not

I see A and B today since we have class together, neither said anything. I go back by train with B bc we take the same route and I mentioned how I was gonna asked in the class chat if anyone has a spots left. Then she brought up E and I mentioned how I assumed they were gonna worked together but thought they mention it to her and how thats why she asked in our group chat (which, btw they all just left her on read).

I made a few jokes abt how i also didnt actually "knew" and found out today when they added their names. it was rlly just teasing her abt it bc, AGAIN, I expected it but I did feel bothered abt E not knowing anything and thinking we're gonna work something out

We get on the train and is 25min of her talking in WhatsApp with A, rlly long texts. I caught a glance of A saying "DONT CONFESS ANYTHING" (???) And another of B saying how we're a group to pass the time in class

I mean is wrong that I expected them to mentioned it?? Like at all??

E and I are both autistic btw, she's the more dense unbothered type but im famously known for not understanding the different levels of "friends" so maybe thats why? maybe im not exactly friends with B, C and D but I thought we aren't just acquaintances with A to be talking like that abt me ig

I want reccs of any story that rlly dives in the emotions of being queer and growing up religious/around religion, can be manga, webcomic, anime, movies etc

My baseline is Fable by gigi perez if that helps

Animes which plot is interesting but you can't rlly explain it w/o it sounding weird asf
Ex. Bungo stray dogs – Glepnir

Anything is fine as long as its not fill with ecchi

you know, those who either chopped off all their hair or on the contrary, they never cut it again

I need a reliable site to watch Mouse
Stremio been dissociating with their subtitles lately