It’s all about self control. I had this same issue with reading in general and trust me you’re gonna get 1000x more stressed the more time passes. You’ll have to do yourself the favor and remove any sort of site you read from and anything related to bl in general. Once it’s out of sight or less easy to read you’ll be able to control yours...... 1 reply
Only some are psychological horror yaoi most of them are pretty good psychological reads but do be warned of the tws it’s mostly heavy and impactful reads
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/murderer_llewellyn_s_enchanting_dinner_invitation/ It’s good give it till chap 25 to get better
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/darkness_before_the_dawn...... reply
I was cooking pancakes for the first time and for some reason it didn’t seem to stay in place and was very watery and it wasn’t until several tries that I realized it was the batter that was messed up so I had to eat undercooked pancakes that looked like scrambled eggs reply