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& how did u start playing it?
i have a violin but ive just had no improvement on the instrument at all, and im apart of a string club full of guitarists whereas im the only violinist. i really wanna know how to get good at this. it pains me knowing that people can play beautiful melodies with the same strings that i struggle to even struck a proper chord with. and yes i know all about the chords, finger practices, and things u have to maintain in order to play it. i trim my nails weekly, have a supply of strings & rosin but recently ive hit a slump and i went back to square 1 how do i fix this??
21 02,2025
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lowk rooting for card. tagle, hes the woke filipino pope btw <3
22 04,2025
& what kind of songs do u listen to
26 12,2024
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am i the only one who thinks that this is absolutely foullll, because normally in a class play that amounts to 70% of everybodys grade youd expect that atleast everybody will be given a role or position to fill and not that in a class of 30+ people there are those who take up 3 duties?? because ur telling me that some people have no part in the play at all while some people get to do 2-3 things all by themself. because care to explain why you're already the director and you also play the lead actress?? does that even make sense..like not only are u taking part in the play ur also directing the play that ur in..while some don't even get to do behind the scenes shit at all??
18 02,2025
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the finest guy just approached me and asked for my ig and said he found me pretty and i was soo stoked about it but my sinuses decided to ACT THE FUCK UP at that moment and i sneezed infront of him and he just started at me and it was insanely awkward and i tried hooking up a conversation and it was cut short bc he said he had to go (we were at a convenience store) and im just so sad i hate this kill me now he knows my name and i didnt even get his omgggggggggg
09 05,2025
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this is literally so embarrassing i was at school earlier today and we were dancing for a group project then as the music was playing my head started to get hella dizzy and my vision started getting blurrier and blurrier but it wasnt returning back and i deadass could not hear or see anything in that moment so like i immediately rushed to the bathroom to throw up but our school fucking sucks so the bathroom is connected to like the other building so i had to rely on my senses even though i couldnt walk straight and go up and down the stairs to the bathroom that unfortunately was locked so i had to go to the other bathroom in the other fucking building but bro my body was giving up on me fr until i saw some random teacher calling out my name bc he thought i looked unwell and deadass thats when i blacked out nd had to be escorted to the clinic ts was crazy btw i have anemia and hypotension
19 02,2025
i remember only reading shit on webtoon and i was really invested in lookism but i unlocked all the chapters and i ran out of coins but i was so hyped for the next chapter that i somehow found this site just so i could read the next chapter, and wdyk the first thing i saw when i opened this site is the old cover of "full volume" on the top trending yaoi and i rmr being so repulsed by it at the time..i went ahead and read lookism and found out this site was ahead by like a few chapters but i didnt know how to use the site at all so for each panel i pressed the buttons to move it instead of dragging and reading normally until i decided to read an isekai manwha and the scanlator showed a tutorial on how to read the manwha properly in one of the chapters.
09 04,2025
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its about a TATTOO ARTIST (top) and a MUSE (bottom) and the bottom is a muse for an old guy who is this famous renowned artist and the old guy is a client who pays for the top to tattoo the bottom's back for an artwork so that the bottom could become the old guy's living creation. the top & bottom fell inlove bc the top was so entranced by the bottom's beauty then they had sex but the bottom felt like he exists solely to be the old guy's creation.

the old guy abandoned the bottom after an argument so the bottom got into a mental breakdown and scratched his back so much it left deep bleeding scars. when it healed, the top tattooed his own design on the bottom's back and it looked beautiful like it had flowers and galaxy shit.
23 04,2025
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If you like the school that u go to, u dont have to answer this, but man I have so many things I can list down in my head.

First off, the volleyball coach is a pervert. Our school literally went viral for the said coach privately sending the female students workout videos of himself for "school purposes" while the male students didn't get sent any, and the constant texts about wanting to meet up with them and commenting on their bodies. Basically a post blew up of a previous student sharing their horrible experience at our school and how she was a victim of sexual harrassment. If you're asking whether the volleyball coach got fired, well he's still working here to this day and I often see him in the cafeteria wearing a mask to cover his face. Don't forget that he has a family.

Another one, some newly-hired female teacher is also a weirdo who got into some major drama by "allegedly" trying to date one of the senior varsity student athletes. She's in her mid-30s btw, and yes she still works as a teacher and I still see her in the hallways with a random group of boys next to her as she giggles like a teenager. The thing is, when I or any other girl talks to her, she responds in a firm and strict voice with no jokes at all but with the boys she's the complete opposite.

Also, the lunch lady sells veggie burgers every week for "Healthy Wednesday" even though it's just slop and "meat" made out of vegetables stacked onto eachother with the dryest bun in the whole world, and she hands them out to students with her bare hands that she touches her face and handles coins and cash with. Does it taste good? No, I don't think anything in the cafeteria is elligible for consumption.

They don't let us get away with anything at all, no fancy jewelry or accessories, colored socks, fancy hairstyles (braids, curled hair) and all those annoying strict shit.

Don't even get me started on the students, seniors that would camp at the 7th grade halls waiting to catch their prey and people joining the wrong crowd left and right, man it's just the worsttt.
10 02,2025
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i have an extremely annoying male classmate thats very stubborn and arrogant. he doesnt do anything for group projects and makes a fuss about having to memorize 2 sentences for a presentation that I MADE and WROTE, he steals my food then throws the wrapper at my face and calls me racist slurs for no apparent reason. everytime i try talking to him for school purposes, we always end off in a bad note with him screaming or swearing at me like a toddler. we havent even known eachother for that long since he just transferred to this school, but i just feel like he has it out for me and only me. hes not even that rude to our other male & female classmates, hes actually quite polite to them sometimes. i dont understand why hes so much more aggressive when it comes to me.

ive tried calling out his behavior publicly, telling friends and teachers about it like the goody two shoes that i am but no one in the world seems to care. they say that its just apart of life and how its normal for a teenager to experience things like this, but honestly i seriously hate it and i cant take his attitude anymore. i dont understand him at all, it seems like he's out for my blood everytime he talks to me but then i see him staring at me during class with a blank expression. i don't know where it all went wrong. maybe i come off as clueless and annoying sometimes because i suck at interacting with people. but i dont know. what do i do?
06 10,2024
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and also, what is it with boys and their strive to just become the most outright disrespectful menace on this planet? it's like when everytime something goes wrong, the girl must always take the blame for everything while the boy just sits back because it's something expected of him.

theres this guy in my class who is so outright disrespectful to every single girl including me that hes just the perfect example for what im talking about. when he screams infront of my face telling me to shut the fuck up because hes talking, even though a teacher was right next to us, no one bats an eye?? when he pulls at my hair and i try to fight back, he tells me that i should be thankful im a girl because he wouldnt be able to control himself, no one gives a shit about it..? when i make one wrong move in class by brushing my hair i immediately get scolded but when the boys in my class are screaming slurs like its the only language they know how to speak, no one even speaks up about it?? i get that people basically dont have any expectations of them at all because their the worst of the worst but damn why won't anybody just atleast confront them about their behavior by having them take a punch or two in the face?

when the boys make comments about women's bodies and one even tells me that they wanna touch me in an aggressive manner, why doesnt anybody care at all? one even goes as far as to mess up my violin by de-attaching the strings yet he doesnt apologize at all.

its like the word "sorry" doesnt exist in their vocabulary at all.. its either they make excuses about it or just make u feel bad about it. ur going to be a full-fledged adult in 2 years yet ur still acting like a toddler, maybe even worse than that.

it just makes me so mad, i might print out their faces and use it as a dart-throwing target.
09 02,2025
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when their doing it and the bottom sees the top's large junk and they talk ab how it isnt gonna fit then use the weirdest descriptions ever like "that ELEPHANT is not gonna fit!" or "is that a goddamn tree trunk?!" it's just so funny
04 05,2025
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when i was in 1st grade i had the biggest crush on the nurse at the school clinic and every other day or week (cant rmr) during a class id deliberately ask to go to the clinic and pretend that i was like not feeling well and i always told the nurse that my body was tired or something and i wanted to go sleep but i would actually lay on the bed, open a sliver of the curtains and stare at him while he was working and waited til he would wake me up and ask how i was feeling. so then one day i asked to go to the clinic again but this time i told the nurse i couldnt breathe or something thinking he'd tell me to go lay down but then he gave me like a paper bag and told me to like breathe in and breathe out but i didnt rlly understood what he meant so like for a few minutes i just kept breathing rapidly into the paper bag and he thought that i was hyperventilating and called my teacher and my parents but i felt so bad about lying because he was like really worried so i just kept pretending i couldnt breathe and the guilt hit me hard and i burst out crying infront of him and then i went home and cried in my bed. i never faced him that day and eventually switched schools
16 02,2025
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it could be any fictional character from like a manga or a cartoon, ill go firstㅡgru's twin brother. the blonde one from despicable 3? yeah, he's soooo fine and theres just something about his blonde parted hair and hospital gown looking outfit that just brings something out of me. also, bumblebee from transformers but specifically in his own movie because he listens to the smiths and smth in me goes feral when he transforms into a VK beetle ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
05 05,2025
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this one by far is my favorite, from the manga DAN DA DAN - to not give out any spoilers, it's of a suicidal woman who does ballet in what seems to be an endless puddle of rain and it cuts to her on top of a building, jumping off as she leaps (this scene is even more striking in the anime)
23 04,2025
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What's the better option
28 02,2025
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my biggest fear is being held in captivity by someone, then i somehow get the opportunity to be outside in public w them then i see a crowd of people nearby while their gone for a sec and when i ask someone for help, they dont take it seriously or just ignore you. like thats so scaryyy, imagine youve been kidnapped and u take up all ur courage to ask help from a stranger and their just like "wtf are u talking about lol ur tripping"
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i hate miscommunication tropes where the lead couple r literally adults, like ur telling me that ur pushing 30 yet ur acting all jealous & ignoring ur partner instead of confronting them about it?? like bro is not a highschooler, u literally have an office job
28 02,2025