Sunkiss's question (7)

I don't get it because shouldn't that mean good?

It's the nostalgia but it was hell for someone who was a loner like me

Plead please how do you convince a friend to not kill themselves? This is my first time handling one

Everyday I go walk around outside my school I feel like someone's tailing me specially at night. Call me paranoid but it feels so weird, I don't have this feeling when I'm inside but any part of where I'm outside I feel it but there's nobody behind me nor anybody I notice similar every time. It's either my stalker is incredibly good at hiding and disguising the self or I don't have one but if I don't have one, why do I get this feeling? My friends say they feel it sometimes too but just who in the world would do that? I don't have a boyfriend because I have a fiance, it's an arranged marriage from my parents. It can't be him because he and I haven't even met yet. He doesn't know what I look like. Why would they even stalk me so much? I don't do anything interesting in my life. I'm introverted.

Everyday I go walk around outside my school I feel like someone's tailing me specially at night. Call me paranoid but it feels so weird, I don't have this feeling when I'm inside but any part of where I'm outside I feel it but there's nobody behind me nor anybody I notice similar every time. It's either my stalker is incredibly good at hiding and disguising the self or I don't have one but if I don't have one, why do I get this feeling? My friends say they feel it sometimes too but just who in the world would do that? I don't have a boyfriend because I have a fiance, it's an arranged marriage from my parents. It can't be him because he and I haven't even met yet. He doesn't know what I look like. Why would they even stalk me so much? I don't do anything interesting in my life. I'm introverted.

I want out of the friend zone and make him risk it fr, I might just be a LITTLE delusional buuuut I think he lowkey had a crush on me! I could say because he tried to teach me how to swim. We walked home together a few times. And he ONCE treat even when i said I didn't want to! Also he told me back then that he noticed I was glowy and it made me blush. Then I SWEAR he often looks at me and we sometimes eat lunch together. I confessed to him but he turned me down still we're friends, I think he was held back because he's the type to be study first cus of his mom but pleaseeeee he's the only guy I genuinely ever fell for