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How did you guys even pass the exam, the foundation, intermediate is separated in 2 groups and then you go to articleship for 3 years and get paid only 3000 rupees also while studying for final exam.... How.the.fuck.did.you.pass?! Please tell me how your study plan, I have to get a job or I will be forced to marry and have children unwilling.... My future is doomed...... please DM me Σ(っ°Д °;)っ

Before I start I don't want you all to freak out when you read this, I just want the meaning behind this. First of all I never ever had any intrest in moths insect at all, infact I hate! When I say hate I say with all my hate, I hate insects. I don't like any insect whether it's pretty or not. So.. anyways the main topic is..,I had a dream today about a fucking moth being my lover? Like a actual insect with it orginal form( no human form of anything,just ordinary insect) and I gave birth to its babies???????(Which are also tiny moths)When I woke up, I didn't know what to feel, I was shocked and kind forget about it but after some time I decided to search the internet for meaning if someone also had this dream or sum. But all I get is that moth symbolics is death, transform or rebirth? Do you guys know anything? What is the meaning behind this horrific dream bruh? I never even watched insects.

Nowadays I can't help to think of killing my family whenever I am mad, I just want to crack my brother, mother and father skull in one shot. Even tho I don't like murderers , I don't know why I am feeling this way.

Does anyone know any good or legit adhd test for free, I need to know if I have adhd because I am going insane as times goes on. I feel like I am not matured at all.

Recently the people around have been talking about govt jobs and private jobs (india). My friends are trying for it jobs and some are trying for govt exams to get job. When I also try to make a decision suddenly I think of killing myself. Because i can't imagine the shits and corruption in both govt and private jobs. I really don't know what to choose, but I am trying to select a govt exam like sbi,ibs or rbi or civil exams. So I am asking you indians in here, what you are all think about this govt job exams? Are there anyone who also trying for these exams or any other exam? I like to have some advice and what exam is worth trying now a days?, if you pass the govt exam how did you even do it??? Is there scam? Anything to know about? I am honestly losing my mind. I know it's bs to post this in here but I see a lot of Indian ppl here so I thought I could get some fellow advice. Thank you.