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i'm not active here but i miss seeing users joke around and have fun. I used to follow lots of them in my main account that i deleted days ago but I miss these users:

@Ridora
@Mooznn
@Hako
@[DELETED]
@Nutman
@Kozue
@Chinese username guy
@Nanofate
@Peepaw
@Innocent

and many more actually, i know some of them just appeared days ago and i fear im chronically online for knowing this many users but it was fun seeing them around truly. (￣∇￣") Some of my favourite users that seems to be around is @Bitch im up, @prettymensupremacy, @Hajun and @Piglypoof.

I miss when the forums were funny and not dramas or questions that have barely answers to read :(

just asking

cause because eveN if things go bAd at soMe point you should always continuE to live it how you wanted as it IS your life after all. i don't know why i felt the need to say this but i lurked around in this foRums since 2018 And its my first time usIng this publicly i veNted before. i think i did i dont rEally remember it but as mucH as you can choose things you want to instEad of having to punish yourselF Or hide 4ever. you shoUldNt Do that you know? That is it. Choose your own choices that makes you happy.

i just logged in and im coming back to like 45-7 ppl got restricted for some april fools update?

im only allowed to be online from 6am-9pm. I'm 19 by the way.

Some of them people often say "people don't change that fast" what if they do? cant some have the emotional intelligence and deep level of care? Thats an opinion too but ppl act so much like its fact. it doesn't apply to everyone. People vary in emotional intelligence, some ppl struggle with it and it takes them time while others learn quickly through advices and know their wrongs and make it right. It can be a mixed of both. Nobody gets to dictate that "They'll do it again" thats not your end to say mostly. Sorry rant i was so upset with how my friend got shit on for something in 2023. Which is 2 years ago.

Can we niggas actually think for a moment on why would this @Danndnn even try to bro's fb account and then PROCEED to dm him there? And would any sane person confirm theyre the same user around in forums? his obsession is FUCKING CREEPY. Can we not engage with this mofo? he's been harassing users for months cus hes obsessed with hajun. Lied or nor this doesnt justify their INSANE STALKER BEHAVIOUR.

I care about someone alot, and they're mad at me, or gone, or hating me. My brain starts spinning constantly, replaying everything I did wrong, everything I should have said or shouldn't have done. And that ache in my chest. It's so heavy that just sitting there feels like it's going to swallow me whole.

I start thinking:
— What if I don’t say something and they forget me?
— What if they want sorries and me not saying anything is bad?
— What if we can go fix it and it doesnt have to end like this?
— What if they think I never cared?

All that what ifs just drives me crazy. I've been a horrible person cause i just had some bf i hurt so much of my friends. I want to apologize but i don't think they'd want one from me not specially after everything.