Baby Gravy's answer page 4 (97)

Figuring out what to do in life- well, I have passions but none of them make money or just would be really shitty to do so, I'm pretty fucked in that regard tbh. I think if I were to pursue a career I would look at something I wouldn't mind doing that also makes a decent living wage. Google bright outlook occupations, those are jobs and careers tha......   reply

I'm bi.   reply

I fall in love pretty easily, and have 3 I've had pretty serious feelings for. First one we grew up together, at one time we briefly had a casual (with benefits) relationship but I broke it off because I could tell he didn't feel serious about me and just saw me as another one of his friends with benefits when I wanted a deeper relationship from h......   reply

For vagina: tutu, venus fly trap, hooha, diddlydoo   reply

Shit and piss myself in defense to scare the police officers away. Profit?   reply

My spine has either herniated again or my steroid epidural has worn off, I'm in excruciating amounts of pain, and my doctor's office is fully booked until next month. It hurts to walk, sit, brush my teeth, wipe myself on the toilet, shower. I'm taking 800 mg ibuprofen (prescribed) and 500 mg tylenol every 8 hrs and still feel pain. Sometimes I real......   reply

I'm apathetic I'd say. Don't love it but don't hate it, don't see the harm in it, if it makes them happy then I'm happy for them.   reply

Me when I had a vaginal ultrasound... I mean, what?   reply

If you're old enough to drink, alcohol does wonders for me. Otherwise, medication. I was able to get buspirone from my primary care physician super easily but recently switched to propranolol because it's a lot stronger (makes you feel emotionally numb). I would probably start out with something like buspirone and go from there.   reply

Good writing exercise, but you stated at the beginning that you were in a dilemma but seemed quite satisfied in the end with not being interested at all in the guy, so what is the dilemma? And fr if this happened irl the guy would be lying and just trying to get in your pants, sorry to say. Not that that's a bad thing, you could hit it and quit it......   reply

Pretty sure first manga was Loveless. Anime I'm not sure which one I saw first but it was definitely either Pokémon (the original/first one) or Sailor Moon (also original not the remake). First one I became a huge fan of and started becoming an otaku was Naruto, but I watched those two before I even knew what anime was.   reply

Meh. I like variety.   1 reply

Meh. I started reading bl and getting curious about sex at 15 (though even yaoi back in the day was not that graphic and was always light sabers), we have states teaching abstinence only and banning porn, even my state bans porn but this site isn't blocked while pornhub is. Let the kids be curious and degen if they want to I say. While they shouldn......   1 reply

Worst one I've had, it doesn't sound scary but I believed it was real and was genuinely fearing for my life. I just remember opening my eyes and having the usual night vision look with all of the spots like noise that happen when your eyes are trying to see in the dark, and a man slowly/carefully as if not trying to wake me, put an open box over my......   reply

I do the same thing. Disassociate and usually veg out in bed, binge on food and try to do something that makes me happy like watch a favorite movie, TV, read yaoi, etc. Until I've calmed down and it's not affecting me anymore. If it ever gets to be too much (bottling it up), you could try journaling (write out your feelings, all of the thoughts th......   reply

I don't personally but it sounds like you're a masochist, and I mean that seriously, not talking shit or making fun of you. The fact that you get excited by someone being angry with you is masochism. You might do a Google dive into BDSM brats, I think you would be into that.   2 reply

S&M (and a lot of my kinks fit under that umbrella), aggressive sex, breeding kink, dirty talk/begging for it. I would say all of these I just discovered mostly from reading yaoi, although I've always fantasized about rough sex and dirty talk/begging for it for a long time and honestly don't think it came from anywhere in particular. I was fantasiz......   reply

I've done both ways, broke my hymen masturbating when I was 15 and when I was on birth control, Nuvaring, I developed a cervical ulcer that would bleed with rough masturbation and sex. I wouldn't say it's normal or common but it can happen and you'll be okay. :) If you're ever really worried about it don't be afraid to talk to your doctor about it!......   reply

My first shounen ai was Loveless, my first yaoi I'm not sure I remember. I think Junjou Romantica? Or Junk! Boys.   reply

Yes   reply