Otoka's experience (4)

FUCKKKKK one of my ibispaint files got damaged and now i have to wait 2 years for it to restore (i had 116 hours on it because i used the same canvas for multiple drawings ughhhhh)   1 reply

I was gonna go on a rant but I don’t feel like doing that rn. But I genuinely feel like I have to make a hole in my skin to vent out the pressure in my body. I won’t harm myself because I don’t feel like doing that but if I genuinely don’t get an outlet then I will literally pop Update: ouch owww my stomach hurts I need ten hours worth of ......   1 reply

I now have grown a new appreciation for this world and the beauty that it holds. Just saw some beautiful scenery and now I feel genuinely grateful for all that I’ve experienced in my shit life (my life isn’t that bad, I just hate myself) going outside is great.   reply

Ughhhh I don’t wanna go deaf but you don’t understand I need the feel the music in my veins to consume it properly   1 reply