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I’m not sure if I really just argued with my friend or not but I was explaining some of arcane plot to my friend who didn’t understand and then my other friend started spamming pictures of viktor, I asked her to stop, she didn’t, I asked my friend to kick her for five minutes, she did, and within those five minutes she thanos snapped our mudae characters twice (mudae is a character collection game on discord and we’ve been at that server for a few years now [we’ve been friends for like more than a decade]). She then started getting upset in another chat (other chat was on instagram, she moved to discord [which has some other friends on there]) and said she was upset that I called myself the main character, but all I said was that I relate to powder before she becomes jinx because I have a bad habit of hitting my head with my hands like she does hitting it against walls and like scratching my skin off and it was kind of comforting to not see someone cry without the reactions I deem normal when I cry. I didn’t mean to seem egotistical by calling myself powder but my friend said I was Maddie (she hasn’t watched the full thing) and I didn’t want to be Maddie. She was also saying that the show was mid and that because I talk about it so much about it that I have contaminated how good it is with my conspiracies and all the info I get from tiktok (I don’t have tiktok) but the thing is I tend to obsess about things I like but this is nothing new and within 2 months-4 years I get over it mostly (except all for the game god I am never getting over that my love of that will inevitably follow me to my death)

I’m mostly annoyed at the mudae characters and I was upset so I said I’m leaving and then I left but I’m just confused and am unsure of how to process this. I think this was an argument but I’m not sure I don’t know if she is upset or not and I don’t really know what she is upset at or for

What do you do when you argue with your friends or what would you do in this situation? I’m just kinda confused I don’t really argue with my friends (is this an argument ??)

I been wanting to get back into writing since I can only focus on one hobby and I switched over editing a while ago but now I want to get into writing again because I miss it.

I have a pretty generic plot a of a class getting transported to another realm, but I can never figure out the main inciting incident, which results in all my stories being halfway finished.

I’ve been trying to plan this story board, but now think I want to switch it over to another idea I had on an old project I dropped after getting bored at the 30 page mark that had a different idea. It’s about how there’s a double of you in the world and you have to kill the other before the age of 18 or you both die. It would be a kind of interesting idea, in my opinion, but I’ve already switched my main idea four times and I don’t know if I should again.

I want to switch it again, but I’ve been delaying any of the actual writing, and I’ll confess that I’ve never actually written a planned storyboard before. My writing used to be purely emotional-driven since I had a internally hard time with myself in sixth grade, but then I became more interested in it and started writing more, not just when I was having a panic attack and suffocating in my closet.

Anyway, to get to the main point, I don’t know how to plan out a story and what I should and shouldn’t focus on. I’ve looked up certain things and crap, but sometimes Google can only get you so far by yourself.

So if any of y’all have an idea on how to plan a story or any helpful information, that’d be nice, but you probably won’t read this since I ramble a lot. Sorry.

I have so many.

https://youtu.be/BhEfvGZM6jw

What is your favourite photo in your photo album?

It can be something sentimental and deep, cute or hot characters, stupid and idiotic memes that are funny, and so on.

Just whatever you think is your favourite.

https://www.opindia.com/2020/07/pakistan-kitten-raped-by-7-boys-for-a-week-dies-multiple-organ-failure/

Totally forgot about this for a hot second but yeah, this happened. And I’m not sure if you’ve heard about it.

To sum it up, aLlEgEdLy, a 15 year old and his friends gang raped a kitten so badly that their internal organs were crushed and failed. It was so bad that there was virtually no separation between the vaginal and anal portion of the kitten. They also used plastic bags to rape the kitten and a lot plastic pieces were found in them. The cat was so traumatised while it was alive that it could not eat, sit, or even sleep.

Yeah, I’m done with the little summary, but I just want to say that my cat is playing around of my room and I’m pretty sure she’s making a mess.

friends A and B were arguing like an old married couple over their sleep schedule and how they keep each other up, and I told them, but they keep refuting it. Now it’s started an a shipping war because I have friend A in as a pet name and we talk like a couple but friends A and B totally have that argumentative couple trope. But a year ago we created a board shipping friend B with friend C, so that contradicts the other ships because they have the most similarities.

Now friend B is giving a demonstration through emojis on how she plans to put friend A in a wheelchair and chuck her off a building (Save Me [a webcomic] much?).

This isn’t really a question, just a live commentary from your truly, a person no one cared about.

Maybe it’s just me, but most of the time I need music to listen to or I can pay attention without going to tons of other tabs for no reason before coming back and repeating the process.

So, I listen to these types of songs. These are just recommendations on what to read romance to.

Still feel.-half•alive
Static-Oneski
I Do Adore-Mindy Gledhill
Spring Fling-Samuel MarkLee
i wanna be your girlfriend-girl in red
Fomo-Phoneboy
Maniac-Phoebe Green
Coffee Breath-sofia mills
Stolen Dance-Milky Chance
i (I’ll always be there)-Samuel MarkLee
Sweater Weather-The Neighbourhood
Ultimately-khai dreams
Écoute chérie(Listen darling)-Vendredi sur Mer
Location-Khalid
Despair-leo.
Breezeblocks-alt-J
Voices In My Head-Call Me Karizma
anyone?-Samuel MarkLee
bad idea!-girl in red
Sweet Tooth-Scott Helman
Habit-Still Woozy
Romeo & Juliet-Hobo Johnson(except without that weird part in the beginning)
C’est toi qu’elle préfère(It is you she prefers)-Alice et Moi
Miracle Man-Oliver Tree

I accidentally texted my friend “wife.” Instead of her name (she texts my name when she has a question and i type her name back for her to know I’m there) and it got me thinking about bad autocorrects and now I’m curious.

Do any of you translator groups want a typesetter, or cleaner?

I’ve never done it before but they always look like they need one or the other. Like, I’ve cleaned up images and replaced text before, but I’ve never done it for a group or anything.

I can’t really help you on the translation part, because I only know like a minuscule amount of another language, and that’s french, so I’m not really of help in that department.

Anyway, I’m sorry if I’m being a pest or annoying, but I was wondering if anyone needs help?

I once had this friend in 4th grade that would cry whenever we wouldn’t play what she wanted and would blame me for everything when she was upset. Then when I’d try to make more friends or hang out with others, she would say that nobody liked me and that she was the only one that could handle me. Elementary kids are evil. Like one time in kindergarten a girl tried to push me down the stairs.

For weirdest, I had this friend that was obsessed with being my best friend, like, best best friend. I’m also pretty sure she was a pathological liar, because she would say one thing and then say something different the next time. And she would always ask me if I was her best friend and would want to hug, play with my hair, hold my hand, that kind of thing constantly. One time I even got ballsy and told her that I didn’t want to hangout with her anymore because she was making me uncomfortable, but she came back the next day to me and acted like I never said anything. And, what I heard from my friend, she used to go around with this other girl (the other girl is whole mess that I won’t get into) and ask if she can drink their blood before stabbing their arms with pencils and drinking the blood. Like, ma’am—

Anyway, do/did you have any weird or terrible friends?

I live in the us and at my school we have homecoming (for all grades of high school, supposed to invite alumni back for it but it’s not really a followed tradition, however the football (not soccer) game is),

prom (for juniors and seniors [2nd to last and last year of high school] or younger people who have dates that are senior and juniors, and honestly the point is to party and enjoy yourself before graduation nothing else much)

and sadie hawkings (for all, and it’s where the girl asks the guy out but not religiously followed because date is synonymous with friend at a school dance, and it only happens every four years),

but Anyways i googled what other countries do for school dances and they said that’s an American thing I just can’t believe that other nations don’t want to party. Like, there is no way that only America and a few European countries have school dances, so I guess my question is what does your school and country do for dances or celebration?

So I need good romance recs specifically bl of gl cause I’m sorry but sl never hits on this site (I fuck it up on Webtoon though)

I just feel like I’ve read so much of this site (probably a bad thing but shhhh) so any like low-key stories that are good I got open arms

If you don’t have any recs you can respond to this question: what have you eaten today?

I had two blueberry and chocolate chip pancakes with syrup, grilled cheese (plant based cause lactose intolerant) and a caprisun, ate a banana as a snack, then salad with just lettuce, chicken, croutons and some pesto, had a cookie for dessert. I didn’t eat so healthy today but I do not care that’s a problem for future me

I was reading this webtoon called Parallel City (it’s really good so far) and I was surprise attacked by a panel of someone looking at someone through their window.

I’m not sure about you guys, but that’s one of my worst fears of being watched through my window.

I my throat literally constricted and I started crying and laughing a tiny bit. (I smile and laugh when I’m uncomfortable or sont know what to feel).

I have very, I guess, intense dreams, and one was about eyes that were watching me through my window. In my dream I woke up with a sore throat so I turned over and drank some water before laying back down. I remember turning onto my other side and looking through the slits of the window when I saw the eyes. They were this chocolate brown and they were slightly twitching. When I startled I woke up and it was morning.

I swear, I’ve had dreams where I’ve had demons sitting on my chest and I couldn’t move or scream and ones where I turn over to find dead bodies hugging me in my sleep, but nothing will ever be as freaky as the pair of eyes I saw I’m my dream.

Y’all ever had a freaky dream that bothered you a lot? I’ve had tons, but the eyes are some of the worst for some reason.

Was precalc of physics harder for you? And if you struggled on precalculus, how did you get better?

The rest is just filler so you can just answer the question if you want to.

I’ve heard that physics is like the worse thing imaginable but I don’t feel like it’s that hard. I had some mid terms today and two of them were for physics and precalc. Physics was simple; we had to answer 8 out of 10 free response questions and I really only had difficulty on 3 of them ( now I don’t know my grade but assuming I typically get a 90 I’m going to say it’s somewhere between 80-90). My grade in physics is the highest in my first school (I go to a morning school called governors school and 2nd for primary school, then online class when I get home) and it’s a little low, but hey, it’s my junior year so I’ll take a 91.

Precalc has taken my soul and run into the darkness with it. I haven’t had this bad of a grade since 2nd grade, and that was only because I really struggled with reading and writing as a kid and sitting still/paying attention so much so they thought I had autism .

At that time I had a nonnumerical D. Right now I have an 81 in precalc and I just took the midterm. I only finished half of it. I left one page completely blank. I’ve never had even an A- on my transcript since 8th grade and I’m scared that it’s going to destroy my grade. The rest of my grades at low As (around 92-96) and one B+ I feel i can get up with my final presentation. I have like 4.2 or 4.1 right now. I’m scared if my gpa drops I’ll go out of the top ten at my home school and then I won’t look impressive to colleges and then I’ll go to a bad school and my dad will be disappointed and he’ll never have faith in me again. I’m terrified because I got a B+ in 6th grade and he grounded me for like 3 months and I felt so bad I couldn’t eat for like 4 days without throwing up and my grades even dropped which made him yell at me more. I know it doesn’t sound that bad but I can’t go through that this year I’m actually going to lay down and give up.

However, I don’t feel as bad because no one else finished the exam either and most people were hopping to get a 70, but I’ve never struggled so much and I don’t know what to do. I do my math homework three times and feel like I understand the concept, but the moment I walk into the door I forget everything, get a song stuck in my head that makes it unable to think, and I get so nervous I start gagging.

Her tests are impossibly hard to me and I have yet to score above a 75, which is a C in America. This week she assigned a 130 delta math assignment to make us eligible for the curve and gave us three days to do it. It took up all my time so I couldn’t study for any other classes or focus on parts I struggled on in her class and I hate her but the thing is she has 20 years of teaching experience. I had one incredible teacher in freshman year and ever since then I feel like I haven’t had the best of math teachers, but now I feel like it’s just me. My sophomore year I had a math teacher so bad they fired him before the semester ended. They curved the final grade so hard I ended up with an 104. But now that I’m at Gov school, they won’t fire her because they treat the teachers like college teachers. And when I go to the counsellor/coordinator for help she just referred me back to my precalc teacher, and no one is willing to tutor me, so I have no idea what to do.

Can someone tell me how much a C(around 75)(I think it’s unweighted which i don’t really know what that means) effects a gpa of say an average of 95, and which was harder for you, and if calc is harder? And if I do a degree with stem, will I have to retake precalc in college?

If you read all of that you read the prologue and if you didn’t you didn’t miss much basically I’m doing bad in precalc.

Random question: do y’all like Costco food? And if so, which do you prefer, the fruit smoothie or the coffee one?

Did y’all ever swing on the swings, and when they creaked, made conversations in your head with the creaks? Like, the conversation would be like two words that’d create hello and one to create good.

I told this to my friend and she said she never did that and said I was just lonely. But she also never stuck her finger against her eyes to see the colours, so somethings wrong with her.

I have a few things I experienced at school today that I would like to share.

First of all, a kid was wearing a shirt that said, “I <3 Hot Moms” and, honestly, it was the funniest thing I had seen today.

Secondly, I know I’m in America and shouldn’t expect too much from the education system, but I really feel world history is important and should be a mandatory class. Like, come on, knowing the history of others is important.

Third, I got a 435 on my math SOL (it’s a standardised test st the end of the school year for those who don’t know), and having parents who want me to do well, they were disappointed that I didn’t get pass advanced, so I blamed my math teacher by saying that she didn’t teach all the material. And, I mean, it’s true, she told us she didn’t get to teach everything this year and that there would be a few questions that we wouldn’t know because we didn’t go over it, and we didn’t learn anything about formulas, but they gave us a formula sheet,. I dunno, I just feel guilty for blaming my math teacher when I probably could’ve done better if I just tried harder.

Fourth, pretty much all my school thinks the dress code is stupid and a bit sexist, including the boys and teachers. We’re not allowed to wear dresses that are less that two-three inch straps, so when I was having this conversation with my teacher, he picked up that he never saw girls without something covering. We even looked around the room with all the girls that were wearing dresses, and they were all wearing like a coverup or cardigan, whatever you call it. Plus, kids get dress coded for the rips in their pants, too. Then it gets annoying because the boys dress code has virtually no limitations, so it’s aggravating.

And, finally, the latter. I was on the bus, watching the other kids load, and there’s this one dude who wears sweats and a hoodie everyday, his hood pulled over with his earbuds and water bottle in his hand or back pocket, the only thing changing is if he has a computer or not. Well, I thought he had a buzz cut since: one, he always wore a hood, why not show off your nice hair; two, he’s black, and normally they have harder to maintain hair which is also hard to grow long, and he didn’t seem like a guy to care; and three, he has small baby hairs in the front so it made his hair look short. Well, for once he didn’t wear his hood and he had a whole ponytail. I’m not sure why it shocked me, but his hair was really curly, but still had like a straight, but just a bunch of bundled curls. I dunno how to describe it, but, like, bro, his hair was so pretty.

M’kay, you probably didn’t read to the end, but that’s all I wanna say about today.