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I'm in Cali and it's so fucking hot when I shit my neck is literally sweating. The sweat is not even from me constipated it's from the fucking heat. Are we finally all gonna die? Is this the end? Bro someone just kill me I can't take this heat no more

Have yall seen those videos on tt on like filters that goes like "which BL character would I get with" or with the username like Hua changes wife or something, like THEY BE FORGET THAT THEY ARE GAY!! LIKE ITS CALLED BOYS LOVE FOR A REASON BITCHHH anyways it icks me the fuck off, like no dooshik won't even look at you or no you can't make them straight

Me and my family migrated to another country for the sake of a better future but how come that the moment we got here we fell apart lmfao I'm so tired of hearing arguments my dad would also threatened to hit me and my mother thankfully he hasn't done it yet but i am scared when he blows up. Back when we were on our country we used to be happy (?) Even when we were struggling. Now I feel even more distanced with them. Before one of my parents got here they had a accident that to the point they had to be operated, the thing is I didn't feel a single thing. Am I a bad person? I feel so tired lmao I don't even know what to do with my life, no dreams no talents, no job and no aspirations. Every time they mentioned what I'm gonna be doing in the future I'm just reminded that I'm useless.

Chat give me some advice make it as honest as possible I can take it

Am i the only one who dont od but i find their roblox avatar hot???????? especially if theyre emo's, and creative avatars????? JUST ME?? ight.
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Guys im on my first year of College and its just the first week and im already so overwhelmed. I never even thought I would have lived this long to the point I'm attending it because I've always thought im gonna be dead before high school even finish. I mean I guess its a great achievement that im even attending college but it feels like a mistake already. I still don't know what to major in and I just picked random classes just to show my parents that im going to college and have a control of my life, but then they started to bombard me with questions such as "why don't you know what you wanna major in?" Or "why is your college so expensive?" Or "Everyone already picked what they have wanted to study why can't you?" Fuck i know its not the worst thing to ask since they're probably just concerned but it just gives me more stress. Entering a new environment with tons of people, not knowing what direction I would take, my friends not being there its all getting in to me. Especially seeing everyone knowing what they wanna do, having dreams and such it makes me feel so uneasy. I know that everyone also suffers with the same problems as me or probably even worse im not stupid (maybe). I just don't know what to do with my life back then and still even now. I dont know what i would be like in 5 years, all i see is me being dead or being a bum or homeless or just fucked up. I feel like I should just drop out but im gonna try to push more through it. im planning to talk to one of the counselors and plan ahead. Wish me luck hope I don't kms lmao.

Is this me just playing the victim card? I think so. Am I going insane? Maybe. What do you guys think?

Bro why am I seeing soooo many fucking tktoks about this site again??!?!? And all the comments don't even try to play out the name it's just full on out there.. like did they forget what happened to thjs like 3 years ago?? Nahhh it's happening again bro omfg. This site is viral for some reason and ppl think it's funny like stfu!!

am i the only one who loves eren more than levi? Hes just ugh i feel bad and yk and uh and hes hot and uh beautiful at them same time and

Hey, Im an 18 yr old that still lives with my parents. They are both immigrants and at 11 yrs old me and my father came to the US first leaving my mother behind to our home country. For rest the of my 11-17 years it was just me and my father, dont get me wrong he did everything, he worked hard and he did everything to provide for me in a country where he cant even speak the language. However when it's just me and my dad he never taught me "proper" etiquette for a certain gender. (Im a biological female that's trans f to m) maybe because of this is why i never bothered to dress up like a girl. I like wearing baggy clothes, dark colored ones and I dont even wear any slightly revealing stuff (not that its bad). Anyways back to my parents. My dad even though he did everything for me financially I never felt really "loved" (?) Like yes hes too busy with work but like when an 11 year old child grew up at home all alone all the time isn't it normal for them to like be distant with their parents? Or is that just me.. Anyway. I was 17 when my mother got here in the US. All the time she was at our home country Idk I never bothered to talk to her I mean I used to when we just got here in the US but as I grew up I just became ok that "I dont have a mom" which makes me distant with her too. But now that shes here and she controls what I have to wear, she bothers me, she shows affection, she loves me it just felt annoying and weird. When she used to be in our home country she had a huge accident where she needed surgery but how come I didnt even feel anything..? Im the worse kind of daughter ik. Back to the topic, shes been here now for a year and she works with my dad so they both have the same shifts and day offs and everything and like I said even though they provide me financially with everything and even though they try to love me I Idk I just feel so annoyed and after I feel like shit and with the way my mother is acting makes me feel even more annoyed. She would tell me what to wear, how she gets embarrassed whenever she post a Pic of me in fb because other people always told her that her daughter dress so sloppy. I dont fucking understand if ME, I dont find it embarrassing why would she? I like wearing those type of clothes, I like repeating my outfits because its easier so what if people found it weird as long as I find it okay doesn't that what counts? I feel so shitty whenever I go out with them because they always have something to say. I never told them im trans, I think they would genuinely disown me if I did they're also Christian so maybe that explains why she acts the way she does. We had a big argument yesterday. By big argument it was her screaming at me and me trying to ask her why she cares so much about what I wear. Her argument was that she feels hurt that her kid is getting comments from other people and says names such as "tomboy" or "sloppy" or that they tell her to make her dress "properly" but me on the other hand I dont care about what other people think so why does SHE care? At the same time she uses the youre still my child and you live here argument and if you want to do whatever you want go leave and stand on your own feet. Im a loser, I dont have a job, no dreams, no aspirations and a coward. I cant argue with that because I live off of them. Yes I know im the worst.

I feel like shes putting her insecurities on me. When she got here in the US I thought she looked fine but apparently people at her work, and my aunt aswell would tell her that she got "fatter" I told her that shes fine shes not even overweight and that she doesn't have to care what people think. But I noticed that whenever shes scrolling on her photos if she encounters a picture of herself where she used to be skinny and 'prettier' she would always show it to me and say that "this your mom" or "you should be like your mom" I would just nod at her. She would always go to the mirror and ask me if she got fatter, skinnier whatever. Me on the other hand she would say that I would look better if I was a bit more skinnier too. Im 120 lb or 54 kg. I never thought of myself fat or skinny I thought I was just fine with it.

I know this post screams spoiled brat, piece of shit whatever but I, I genuinely dont understand why she has to care so much about my appearance? Am I that embarrassing? I mean I dont think I even do anything bad i dont smoke, do drugs whatever yes im addicted to my phone, I dont have a dream, nor jobs but im also trying to change that im applying everywhere I went to college even though I BARELY wanted to go. But even with these efforts they still find faults with me. I dont know what to do.

Today I did something I would never encourage other people to do. I did self__rm to myself yes I know its stupid and I shouldn't have done it but I dont know it was just an impulse and to be honest it felt relieving it made me focus more of the pain from the scar than whatever I was feeling up there.
Please dont do what I did, yes its a hypocrite of me to say that but after few minutes of that relief I felt shame and uglier because of this new scar on me now.

I need some advice, lol I know this was a long post and that this didnt have to be posted here but I didnt know where to go. Thank you for still reading
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What do yall think about those delulus from tiktok that do rcta or ecta (ethnicity change to another) I swear this world needs a fucking reset system lmaoao

i swear to fucking god if this site gets taken down over just this bullshit ass of a drama im gonna flip and theyre still not done yet theyre still going wtf. I mean i get that she/he mad about it but sending death threats and finding the uploaders home address is too much like wtf (╬￣皿￣)凸

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