Uuuuuuuuuh

I'm so perplexed rn, all I know is that I don't really like what I understand (not much ^^') of the power dynamics in their couple.

Also I don't get who pretended to not love, but actually yes, but no, but yes, but not you, but not me, but I can't love you, but you're a coward, but no, but yes, but actually no, but let me rape you cause I like you not the same way you don't love me but actually you do.

That paragraph didn't make any sense, right? Well that's how I read this manga