I fucking don't get why ci nian is so persistent

Personal opinion. I think he's scared that cheng will be disgusted when he finds out that cinian is "neither a man nor a woman". I dont think itll be easy for cinian to just reveal that since he was used to his scummy dad being repulsed by his sexuality and treating him like a monster

Bro his whole family treated him like shit bc he can give birth he is probably traumatised deep inside and just scared that cheng will break up with him or sum and worse even harm wowo

Calm down he just thinks that cheng would leave him after knowing that wo wo is his child.. i think that his decision comes from the trauma that he experienced in jail and being abandoned by his family for having a womb like women have .. you can't really blame him to be honest:( he's been through so much ｡:ﾟ(;´∩`;)ﾟ:｡

Its probably because maybe he is afraid, i think i remember him once saying that a man being able to get pregnant and give birth is weird or some shit and there is also a whole fucking judgemental society plus their relationship isnt that stable(in my opinion) and ci nian need some space before he can say truth
SPOILERS
In the next chapters cheng will find out and tell wowo that he is his father but then he will tell wowo to keep it between them so that maybe he can hear from ci nian and i think you should look foward to the next chapters since they will be quite cute(๑•ㅂ•)و✧

whaaat, i think ci nian being pregnant is not a big deal though? is it kind of decease or smthng? if that's the case how did his parents knew that he can be pregnant, i mean ci nian never had a baby before wo wo right?

Cinian is intersex, so he has a womb even tho hes male.. as for his parents, its not clear how they found out; maybe cinian menstruates and they saw that.. but to his father, cinian is a monster bcs hes a man who can give birth, so i can understand why cinian doesnt want anyone else to know about his secret.