this story made me tear up. it reminded me of my hs crush. i was so in love with him. i wi...

curlyfries February 1, 2021 7:18 pm

this story made me tear up. it reminded me of my hs crush. i was so in love with him. i wish this manga couldve been the alternate ending for us. im currently in just so much pain and tears remembering how painful the relationship was like. funny thing is, it took me years to move on from him and im still scared to fall in love with anyone. i think i might even have come to a mindset to just live alone forever. i sometimes feel my heart is incapable of feeling anything anymore.

you must be wondering hows he doing? hes fine. well. happy with his new life, and of course, he has someone.

sorry for letting u read this soapy story. i honestly cant tell anyone abt this. im sure ppl who knew me will think of me weirdly if i told this to them. it’s like, am i obsessed? im not an obsessive stalker. i just, truly loved him so much. but huh, it has always been one sided huh.

almost 7 years now..i sometimes can just let the memories pass through...but this manga right here, opened it all up and made me vulnerable. i dont remember these emotions im feeling rn.

i truly hope i can relearn to love someone. ngl, although im mostly emotionless, it still sucks feeling lonely.

oh btw, the manga? 10/10

Responses
    Hamel Sexy Bray February 7, 2021 5:54 pm

    Aww you're not alone dear, I've been through the same thing. Can't forget my ex even though it's been years, he's now with someone special (we followed each other on ig). I just decided i can't learn to love someone anymore so probably gonna stay single forever and be a cat lady lol. I hope you'll be happy no matter what will happen in the future, cheer up