Im the same, I love completely and passionately and it's hard for me to forget people, if I fall in love I'd remember them for years or just wouldn't be able to forgive them, I can empathize with the ex but I cant truly understand him either
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Same, i’m the type of person who always loves more and is more invested in whatever relationship (with friends,lovers, family etc). For exemple i still cant move on with my life cos i love my ex (its been 6years) even tho THEY moved on with their life... I « understand » Taejung but i hate him... I mean IF he really searched for the uke, was really sad and all how could he break up with him when he FINALLY returned just so his current bf isn’t bothered. I mean i get that he doesn’t want his bf to think that he took advantage, or used him as a replacement but his bf did the same thing. He knew how broken Taejung was. But anyway, i hope this ends well cos i cried too much while reading it and missed my online class xD
I tried hard to contain my tears on the night TaeJung finally said "break-up". I really did. Yet it flows unconsciously the next page I see Yoon going at work like completely fine?
Like Idk, man... rather than seeing them actual hurting, it hurts me more when I see them trying hard to look strong..
A bit TMI but my piece of mind::
I'm the type to love one too much. If I were the ex-seme, I don't think I could date another. No matter how many years passed. Even when we broke-up naturally, it'd still take me a long time to get a new lover. It'd be only after I see them again and be like; "oh so you're happy now.. I'm glad.. well I guess now is my time to move on too....." That's when I really could take another into my heart.
U can imagine if I were to lose my lover to the death.. Pretty sure, I couldn't move on, like ever.. Because I could never know if he is happy rn or smiling or doing his dream job. I'd constantly worry, in daze, and sad, and it's not fair for my new lover if I were to be like that. So yeah... I'd choose to be alone.
That's why eventho I don't really hate or blame the ex-seme, it doesn't mean I support him too. It's more like we were different type of human so I will never understand his decision.....