I don't. he knew he was doing evil shit
I also think he knew but I see him like a girl who's crushing on a popular guy so she's doing her best to impress him ¯_(ツ)_/¯
And besides....
Killing people is a norm there because the only ones who succeeds is the strong people like the demon lord and stuff...
You can't be mad at them for killing cause that's just how it is...
It's the rule of the jungle ¯_(ツ)_/¯
Ehh but he DID consider abandoning his duties and working for another demon lord, so he wasn’t that loyal to clayman. He only lives to save his own skin, I think he said “I’m only loyal to myself” in ch 79?
Lol XD
Tho pretty sure clayman was the one who he was thinking until his last breath...
I dunno man... Looks gay to me乁[ᓀ˵▾˵ᓂ]ㄏ
Kinda felling sad for the dude that benimafu killed...
He just wanted to impress the real villain...
But then he got used...
I hope you get a better life after you reincarnate...